i am unraveling

heres to college and friends new and old
heres to fucking and puking
heres to missing everyone who still posts in here.

come visit me at school. i miss you all like fucking crazy

Lots to update about to start however I just need to get a few things down that I want to remember ( Read more... )

Has anyone else noticed that I am not myself anymore. Ive turned so passive so helpless, I dont know where this has come from. I just dont feel like myself, I feel like cheep beer watered down for the second time. Where have I gone? If this is what growing up means then I dont want to do it. I want to be able to pick fights and to be able to get ( Read more... )

aheratic6sic6 (11:23:40 PM): emily ( Read more... )

: I know its not fair of me to ask you suspend your life while I try and figure out mine. So I am not going to. I feel guilty continueing our relationship as it is right now.

After that hate post I realized I should update. umm vacation is fun, considering all of my friends that I ususally hang out with are in europe or cali. I started playing this stupid videogame called champions of norath or something like that and now I can not stop. Theres something very addicting about being rewarded for killing things. On the ( Read more... )

I did not get out of work until 10.30 tonight, which isnt very late but it is when you consider that I was supposed to get out at about 9.15. I HATE stupid people who come in at 8.59 and dont leave until 9. 45!

do i still like you ( Read more... )

66 days until I am 18
oh sweet freedom

I got a job at goodwill all I need to do is pass the chem test

I am so sick its not even funny

I am awake because I am forced to live by the schedual of my parents which means my body is trained to not sleep past like 7 am