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God, C is apparently setting another date for her "suicide" Yeah whatever. I know she would never go through with it anyway. Fucking idiot. I almost want her to, I hate her so much. Its all for fucking attention, theres no way she'd ever do it. Gah.

You know what I really want? I want someone to really love me. I want someone to actually mean it when they say that they love me. I give out so much of my love, I wish someone would finally give me a little bit back.

Gah....my mood is changing so much lately. I can go from really excited, to about to cry. Maybe its just hormonal ( Read more... )

Tonight...has been a complete waste of time. It's my only night of this week that I don't have something on after school, and I have completely WASTED it. I was supposed to be writing my english speech, due Friday, so that tomorrow I can do my science assignment, due Friday. But I havent even started either. I really wanted to go to my friends' HSC ( Read more... )

I ran the city to surf today. So, I ran 14km in 1 hour 40 minutes. AND I BURNT 800 CALORIES!!! God I wish i could do it more often. It wasnt even that hard. Except, afterwards we went to my uncles house for a bbq, and I was so hungry from the run that burning the 800cal probably ended up being useless. Oh well.

I think I've made the biggest mistake that you can make. I was stupid enough to believe that people do care. It only applies to me. Everyone else has people who care about them. I care for so many people that I make myself so worried. But theres no one caring back. And I need someone ( Read more... )

When is this going to end? I feel like shit. I dont want to keep going. I wish I could just stop breathing.

I had a really happy week up until about yesterday. And through the whole week, I was thinking to myself, I know this won't last long. I'll be feeling shit again soon. And yet it didnt come...and it didnt come...and now its finally here. I hate feeling like shit. And I hate YOU MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT -->Mum. I look at your face and all I can ( Read more... )

If I keep telling myself that everything is ok, then everything WILL be fine. If I keep telling myself that I don't need anyone, then I wont need anyone ( Read more... )