God I ate SO MUCH today. I can always start the day out well, skip breakfast and have a salad sandwich for lunch...and then Mum made biscuits and I ate mixture and choc chips and a biscuit :( And now I feel so fat and sick. Which is right, cos I AM fat and sick. I've never actually made myself throw up before...and I know this going to sound really ( Read more... )

I stole this off someone, but I cant remember who. So if its anyone reading this, im sorry! Tell me and I'll change it to say i stole it from you.

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You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine--but before you kill yourself consider these facts: Suicide is not usually successful. You think you know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent , ( Read more... )

I wish I just had one close friend. I have lots of friends...but I dont know any of them really really well. I thought that Annie was my best friend. And I believed that I was her best friend as well. When I asked Emma why she though Annie wasnt talking to me, she asked whether she was having a good time at home or not. I KNOW that shes having a ( Read more... )

I made a new diary. I couldnt write anything in my old one without people that I know reading it, and I don't know them well enough to tell them anything that is worth writing in lj. I have no lj friends now. Oh well. I just need somewhere I can actually write whats going on in my life. I had a diary at one point...not a diary as such, but a book ( Read more... )