Well, things have changed quite a bit since August. My last update. Even this website is different. Bah. I'm not living at home anymore. That was the outcome of my summer. Senior year is gay. And I want to graduate. Uh. I can't say alot because I should be doing homework. I have aloooooooooot. So, I'm back into this journal thing again. And I will ( Read more... )

It has again been quite awhile since I've updated. And we all know, that my life can't be good. Because when is it EVER good? Actually, they were good. For about... well, 5 days. I guess. I went away for the weekend with Jeremy up to Milbridge. It was worse then Lewiston. Except, we got to go to the movies where there is only ONE theatre and its ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've updated. And too much has happened since then to do a short recap. My life is so busy, haaaaaaaaaa. To make this short and to the point, life still sucks. In the past week I think I've been through more shit than ever. I think a top 10 list will do it for tonight. Considering it is 1:10 in the morning ( Read more... )

So, in the past few days I thought things were going to get better with my mom. Ha. What do I know right? She took me shopping the other day and bought me a couple hundred dollars worth of birthday clothes. I was quite pleased, like any kid would be. You know. I gave her too much credit though, like always ( Read more... )

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These past few days have been busy. I've been working, reading, collllege stuff, and driving back and forth to Raymond to hang out with some sweet ladies from good old CW. Yesterday I went to pick Liz and Em up for their day off and just being at camp brought back so many memories and I just wanted to stay, but knew that I made a good decision by ( Read more... )

She finally knows. My grandfather called my mom and told her that we know that she has a drinking problem. I've been at Jeremy's all week. She dropped me off at work on Tuesday and didn't pick me up. I went to the police and spilt everything to the officer. I broke into my own house the next day through the basement and when I got into my room ( Read more... )

I hate my mom. And I don't have the guts to stand up to her. Jeremy is right. She is going to destroy my summer and it's going to be my fault. I'm ruining alot of peoples lives because of all of this. I never though in a million years I would be going through this. I talk so much shit about my mom behind her back, and then when I get home from ( Read more... )

I've never talked on the phone so much in my life as I did today. My mom was a bitch and woke me up at 8:00 because I came home late last night from Six Flags and decided she would make me wake up when she had to since she thought she just had to wait up for me. Not my fault. She left for work and I went back to bed. 9:00 rolls around and I get a ( Read more... )

My Moms gone through 2 half gallons of vodka in 2 days. I've had to start sneaking on my own mother and snooping through her stuff. I'm starting to become one of the super depressed kids with sad entrys. Fuck.

I'm going to six flags tomorrow. And I'm super sore from field hockey.