I'm tired, I feel bleak and miserable. I feel like i'm going to throw up all the time for some reason. I don't eat until my stomach starts growling, and then i ignore it for a while until i'm afraid of throwing up bile, so i eat, then i feel like i'm still going to throw up ( Read more... )

i don't update alot latley ( Read more... )

So, I told Greg i was thinking about a seperation ( Read more... )

Breathing. Waiting. Watching. Wanting. Breathing ( Read more... )

are you ready for the snow to fall ( Read more... )

This is my Vague attempt to update....

Absoloutley Nothing important enough has happened....

Other then CJ is in love with My sister.... so...yeah
and so on and so on...

much love....

too much chaos...

out

Tonya

I decided not to create a new journal.

We have moved.
We move alot i suppose.

We reside in the Chateaus now. a beautiful apartment.

I'd love to tell about the other night and my brother and shawn and CJ getting arrested but i don't really feel like it.

So some other time maybe.

I'm still alive.

for the most part....

out.

Tonya

I'm Tired of this, Of everything. I think i'm making a new journal on the side.
I'm so sick of these fights and endless blah,
and what i'm sick of more...is forgetting my password so i don't update so much that you have no idea what fights i'm speaking of.

I love.
I hurt.
I am human....

Tonya

are you ready for the snow to fall ( Read more... )

Watch her as she flew deep within the blue ( Read more... )