the world keeps sucking me in.
i wish it would just swallow me whole and get it over with.

for once, don't make this about you.

good thing it's winter and my sleeves are long.
i don't know how to make this stop again.

my new life begins tomorrow.

then she closed her eyes and found relief in a knife.

it's 5am. and i'm still awake.
too afraid to fall asleep.

when i close my eyes, i can feel it going through my veins.
these are the times when i hate life.

i can no longer be the one putting in all of the effort.
this ends here tonight.

goodbye.

we'll stop the clock together and know that the timing was right.

things will never be okay.
fake smiles bring fake friends.
i'm completely over every single one of you.

how is it that you give me butterflies even via the interweb?
i've become such a smitten little school girl over you.

and nobody knows it but me.