I go to New York in 3 weeks. I am afreaid I will, more or less, be there by myself. I will be the only one under 21, and i can't get an ID. I think the girls who don't go out, because of me, i will not have fun with. who knows. I will make my own fun. All i need is some pepper spray, and i will b ready to wander the streets by myself. I think on ( Read more... )

I had a fabulous past few days!! Let me fill you all in!!! the excitement started wednesday!! let us show an itenerary ( Read more... )

hmm, so. lets' see. this past week i had a really shitty time at work. suck. but allison and i did jake's hair, and it was super cool, ike ice!! haha. yay. i did some other stuff, but i don't feel like thinking back that far. i have been knitting quite a bit.since i had nothing to do at work, i decided i would knit scarves. hate to ruin the ( Read more... )

the past few days at work have been torture. I have had zero clients since monday. I get bored way too easily, so i am constantly on the verge of some sort of regrettable crazy action. it sucks worse than lots of things. There are probably worse things, but it's pretty awful, just the same. And it is depressing. I know i am a good hairdresser, and ( Read more... )

hahaha! my dog is a fucking train wreck. forget that she does virtually nothing i tell her and gets into everything, but sometmes, i have to laugh. so i just heard her jumping around or somthing, and then run downstairs and my dad started yelling at her. Turns out she got into the bathroom trash and had not one, but two maxipads stuck to her, and ( Read more... )

ok, so i wanted to write this this morning, but did not have time before i went to work. So, i had a pretty silly dream this morning. I dreamt that i was looking for josh, and then all of a sudden, kyle showed up. So i asked him to help me. And then we were looking in this garage, and found like a little kid's tea set, and we started having a tea ( Read more... )

so I finally talked to josh last night, and i let everyhting out. it took a few beers, but i just laid it all out. just how i was feeling and things i had been afraid to say or ask. I was tired of not knowing where things stood, and how he felt about me. I dodn't really get the ultimate issue solved, but at least it felt better to get it out. So, ( Read more... )

so, i am an old lady. for real i am. I have too much stress and responibility for a 20 year old GIRL. (i suppose i am a woman, but i am still a kid too) It stimnks. I am pretty close to my parents, and it really affects me when they have something negative to say to me(concerning me) and when they are mad at me or dissapointed. As much as i'd like ( Read more... )

well, damn, i thought i had thought of some good stuff to write, but i forgot it all. I am in a really mean mood. it is making me laugh. I really need to watch my mouth(meaning what i say, not just the specific language) i almost called some girl a fucking idiot to her face today at work. woo, that would have ruffled a few feathers, eh?? instead, i ( Read more... )

I am in a crazy mood!! I think i have had too much excitement this past week! but it is a good crazy mood. It needs to stick around. I am expectin gi t to dissipate soon enough (boo) I just have to make it stay. It will. That is it. i have laid down the law. It shall remain. Yayah!! Aww, my pirate pal has sailed back to her home port... :( it will ( Read more... )