Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand

Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That ( Read more... )

I am horrible ....at updating this thing.  Sometimes I forget that I even have one and then when I check it I'm ridiculously surprised by all the new updates ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, this is not the most jolly of holiday seasons. My grandmother, who has been sick with Leukemia, has taken a turn for the worse. Her meds have stopped working and she does not have much time. My mum and I are flying to North Carolina this afternoon to spend the remainder of the time we have left. I'm sorry for not being more verbose ( Read more... )

One final down.

I think it went well.

Unfortunately, the rest of the day did not go so well because my car skidded off the road while going home.  I'm okay.  The car is okay.  I did not hit anything or anyone but it scared the heck out of me.  I also hit my head on the side of the door so I have a bit of a headache.  Please pray.

One thing that kind of stinks about Livejournal is that you have none of the perks that other journal sites have unless you pay for an account.  I'm not going to pay to have a blog.  I'm sorry.  I have bills, rent, health insurance, and classes to pay for.  I think that is why I post mostly now on Xanga or my private blogspot account because I do ( Read more... )

I am amazed by how cruel people can be to one another and not seem to feel guilty.  Does hurting someone you claimed to once truly love help make whatever glitch that is going on in your system less painful or well, glitchy?!  Watching people that I care about go through things they shouldn't makes me wish I was a superhero or something so I could ( Read more... )

I'm doing this because its fun :)
For the first three people that reply to me and re-post this challenge - I will send you something groovy.
It might be something I've made, or something cool from my hidden stash of fabulousity, it might be a mix CD - or a rubber duck, a book I think you will enjoy, or something else that is ( Read more... )

Here it is in black and white Times New Roman font type...

I despise money!

Moreover, I despise insurance and these so called "benefits" one is supposed to receive in addition to money.

For those who don't worry about these things, I envy you more than words can say. Since graduation, these have been constant worries of mine.  With my health the way ( Read more... )

Just realized that I don't really have much to share in this entry except that Murray is coming alive again with MSU's Fall Semester beginning next week.  Yesterday, I got to move students into the new Clark Residential college and it is pretty nice.  I would greatly recommend that MSU use that dorm for any type of promo videos because I almost ( Read more... )

Looking back on my college days, I realize how much I used to use this blog.  What started out as a way to stay in contact with a friend in Germany because a whole lot more.  On here, I met some amazing people and still keep in contact with most of them.  It was also through here, I regained much needed confidence in my writing.  I'm not Anne ( Read more... )