“I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death; and flung it back to me. People feel with their hearts, Ellen, and since he has destroyed mine, I have not power to feel for him ( Read more... )

I think I tried to convince myself that I was living the dream. Little did I know what I was actually doing. I was desperate. And when you are desperate, you will take what you can get and tell yourself that it is perfect. You will tell yourself that this was meant to be all along. Im not saying it was a waste but I think I made a wrong choice ( Read more... )

I know I should write more. It's super therapeutic and I always love going back and reading the historical events in my life :) My super boring life ( Read more... )

I'm not going to mention that it's almost been a full year since I've posted on my blog. I was talking to a new friend yesterday about blogs and I was actually considering starting a new one with a different site...maybe Wordpress or another. But I'm not sure how often I'd write in it or if it would be any better or more common with another blog ( Read more... )

I can't believe I haven't posted since April. Did you think I died? I've been....preoccupied. It's been a wonderful preoccupation, believe you, me, but as all good things, it doesn't last forever ( Read more... )

So frustrated. I'm just so frustrated. I keep pushing and pushing and nothing is happening ( Read more... )

Two miles people! Two stinkin' miles....and I was so excited and so HOT, I decided to run from my apartment building to my mailbox to cool off! Man, that felt good. Then I had my cool down by walking from my mailbox around my apartment complex and back to my apartment building. It was much easier to do the one mile first..and I struggled with that ( Read more... )

Oh what would I do without her. She's wise beyond her years....not that I am that much older, but still...there's nothing like venting to her because I know she will smile and either knows or can imagine because she knows me so well, what I'm feeling. She always says the right thing to me ( Read more... )

this is the time where you make changes ( Read more... )

Best compliment I've ever received ( Read more... )