i just wanted to post something, since its been like a year!

What kind of jewel are you?
Amethyst
You are the epitome of loveliness. Your friends secretly hope to learn from you what makes you so beautiful, both inside and out.

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Well I have a job at honeybaked ham, i start today. I'm not that excited but im glad i got a job. i have to pay a damn speeding ticket, im just gonna stop driving. I need to find someone else to play with our little christmas group. Im tired of marching band and we have another game this weekend. so yeah chris is mad at me right now as usual. I ( Read more... )

Yeah so i feel happy right now. This is a rare occurence lately. So im pleased with it. I wake up every morning to the love of my life and lay down at night to sleep with him. he wraps his arms around me and i feel loved. so yeah i still have bills to pay with no money to pay them. Im supossed to be getting a different car tuesday. Hooray! *sarcasm ( Read more... )

I've been sad lately cause Chris is sad and he won't really tell me whats wrong. he said on his journal that he's unhappy but then he told me he just needed something to say on there. I think his problem is with me, however he doesn't seem willing to talk about it. but all I know is that I love him and whatever it is we can work through it.

Sometimes I feel like I dont make Chris happy. Like right now he's mad at me and i dont really know why. and there are a lot of times like these. so I wonder if maybe i'm right for him cause i piss him off all the time. i just want to make him happy like he makes me. i guess it's just not possible.

I love Chris so much! just thought i'd update even though i have nothing to say but that!

8. You have done so much for me and yet i treat you like shit. I really don't mean to, it just kinda happens. I'm sorry. Your pain always brings tears to my eyes. To look at you is to look at sadness. Your heart frozen cold with depression, illness, and lonliness. I know you try, i know you love me. I know you want to help me but can't. I just wish ( Read more... )

TRY THIS: write 15 statements intended towards 15 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didnt ( Read more... )

I found an apartment today. It's cute. I had to break the news to Edie, she was sad and mad but o well. I have to do whats best for me. Ne ways i move in 9 days. i'm excited.