11:00 pm... you know it's bad when you have people begging you to save them from the monumental amount of flash games to be found on the internet... the majority of them an absolute waste of time and creation - especially those pertaining to the killing of iraqis without distinction between them being terrorists or children. apparently the greater ( Read more... )

3:09 pm... i thought that quote would be an interesting play on events from last night... when i was howling in pain thanks to my own stupidity and forgetfulness. i was talking to my wife when bam my nose became the object of much pain yet again. i'm glad she got a good laugh - hell between howls i was laughing too. i'm surprised i didn't wake ( Read more... )

2:10 pm... when i say 'and for the audience that i know is reading this? to hell with you. keep your opinions to yourself.' that doesn't mean come in and have a free for all with someone i care about. that means 'keep your opinions to yourself' which pretty much means that you need to shut up and not say a word about the given topic or issue. by no ( Read more... )

3:37 am and i have few things to say: no i will not stop writing in this journal ( Read more... )

It's 4:44 pm when i actually focus enough to start writing this - but 8:20 something when i have the heart to post it.... - i know i hit the update button a time ago... i'm sorry for that, i suppose that's why i keep my own time when i update this thing with my often impious ramblings that never seem to get me anywhere but freed from my own ( Read more... )

3:30 am... and it's another wonderful evening wrap of of new york's fashion week. i'm surprised i actually get stuff like 'e!' and 'the style network' on the television here. i'm also quite shocked with myself that i've taken to sitting here and watching runway show after runway show of haute couture and style - liz will be proud of me, she'll also ( Read more... )

3:05 am... and i just now realized how stupid hospitals are. i can't have a cell phone because of the interference it can cause with machinery and delicate computers and all that great stuff - but they don't have a long distance phone service for their patients. this poses many problems for me. many problems for me. so not only can i not call my ( Read more... )

6:22 am and it's so bitter cold that i can barely think. i slept only a little last night and awoke with a bit of a nightmare and went on-line to talk with a couple people who kept me company and talked me through my own personal issues. i love them. they mean the world to me. they're the only ones who understand me and why i love her so much - why ( Read more... )

8:23 pm ... what dreams tell you, you should follow.... and that's all i'm going to say.

1:52 pm... it's valentines day and i'm surrounded by nothingness and fibers of regret as i bask in the red glow of some heart lamp one someone decided i should have as a decoration of the festivities.... and i'm left wondering if she'll recieve my flowers, if she'll get my package that i sent her. i'm left wondering about so many things. i haven't ( Read more... )