Things have calmed down. Aaron is out on work furlough, which means from 7:30 am until 6:30 pm he is out in the normal world. I’ve gotten to see him every day since he’s come back. Now, I’m here in Phoenix (a.k.a. hell, or the pizza oven) and I’m not going to see him until Tuesday. That’s sad. As for what’s going to happen, if he’s really lucky he ( Read more... )

It’s really hard for me to understand that he’s gone. I don’t want to think that he might just be gone for years. Yes, years ( Read more... )

I got my hair done. It’s a cute mix of brown and a red-ish black. It is, however, WAY shorter than what Aaron would like it to be. (He doesn’t know that yet.) I really don’t care if he likes it or not. I cut it shorter for me, not for him. I might care a little more if he would get his shit together too ( Read more... )

“I’ve been getting shot down by everyone lately,” is what he HONESTLY said. Who says that to someone they say that they love ( Read more... )

Life is settling into place. Things are working themselves out once again and my life is starting to calm it’s self ( Read more... )

I have so much shit to think about and to deal with, but yet, there’s only one thing I want to do right now ( Read more... )

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books.

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (glasses bitches)
× I love to play video games.
✓ I've tried marijuana.  (oooo watch out i'm a rebel)

✓ I've watched porn movies.
✓ I have been ( Read more... )

I’m not sure where I stand anymore. We argued all last night and it came down to this: “What do you want? Do you need for me to tell you that ‘I love you?’ You should know that by now.” I DO know that. He does love me and he doesn’t want to hurt me. Only problem left is that I feel guilty making him choose between her and myself. I guess if it ( Read more... )

Blog update: song lyrics edition

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I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me

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just want to break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just want to break you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

<><><>You look at me ( Read more... )

I’m so stoked about this week. I can’t even explain to you why. I guess I’ve just enjoyed the ending to this weekend ( Read more... )