Again thinking I had it all figured out was a lie. I need to stop telling myself that I’m in control of my own life. Once I assure myself that everything is fine, karma comes and bites my over confident ass. Or maybe karma has nothing to do with this and it’s all just cocky egos bumping heads every time I reassure myself that I am the shit ( Read more... )

I think still be friends with him hurts me more than it would to never speak to him again. I went over just to pick up my toothbrush and knowing from the instant he said “can’t you pick it up later?” that she was there. I was right. She was. It hurts so much to talk to him every night and still feel that connection there when really it’s not. ( Read more... )

In life you are always told, “when one door closes a window is opened.” Well, I’m missing my damned window! I’m single, and my main problem is that I’ve been off the market for so long that not even the small fish are biting. I have shut down any guy who even attempted to ask me on a date, much less those who tried to befriend me. [Note to self: ( Read more... )

Lifes ingredients:
1 Boyfriend gone MIA
1 Best friend at camp all summer long
1 Roommate at home in Prescott
1 Friend to get me by
2 Overly dramatic stories
3 Sides to each story
1 person caught in the middle

Who the hell knows what to do . . .

I still haven’t talked to him. This is honestly killing me. I haven’t gone a day without talking to him at least once since March. The longest I’ve gone without seeing him is two weeks. I really don’t know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

I can’t sleep. I don’t know why. Actually, that’s the biggest piece of bullshit I’ve ever heard or told for that matter. I know exactly why, but I’ll never admit it ( Read more... )

Theres something that i cant quite explain ( Read more... )

No energy to write, only subjects ( Read more... )

I’m probably going to be ranting about every thought in my head this week because I’ll have nothing better to do with my time, thus, myspace will be my pathetic life ( Read more... )

It’s only been five hours since I left Flagstaff. I want to go home. I want to go back to Flagstaff, to Aaron, to NAU. I’m missing it already.

3 more months…FUCK