Some things always feel the same. Like, a perfect day in May after you finish your final spanish exam and you´re sitting in those plastic chairs that are attached to the desk, it is the last day of school and your teacher and some kid in class are playing their guitars for everyone. Some Bob Dylan and some of their own, seeing how they start out ( Read more... )

i remember the quiet moments
silence to me is not without the sound of crickets.

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I am so happy and in love that I can't even talk about it without the words coming out all wrong, the tone not sounding exactly the way I want it to. The whole genuine sincerity of it all is what I want to convey ( Read more... )

Cooking, cleaning, buying things from craigslist, going to bed to "stretch" and ending up falling asleep with all the lights on, the record player skipping, the dvd on the title menu on loop in the living room, there is cut up onions and carrots on the cutting board and chewed paper towels on the floor of the kitchen (bad, puppy)...Wake up, it's ( Read more... )

down this path to a vaulted tunnel, whistling chirps of songbirds, feeling the echo. i've been far too aware in my life, i've been far too observant and mindful, in some ways i have all but completely dissolved my thoughts into action, worked up and bottled, slowly fizzling on my own. i am so honest that i lack any fantasy. i'm still ideal, but not ( Read more... )

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the thermohaline cycle was on my mind. when the glaciers melt, the oceans stop moving and freezes over, transporting us back to the state of the world during the holocene. i thought about everything on earth shattering like crystals, chaos crashing, the tiny pieces that remain. my body shivered with goosebumps, the air felt like icicles and my mind ( Read more... )

I must run, grow feet and run and run and run, right now I have these fins, fine for swimming complacently around this tepid pool of convenience, this sea of traps, the bright neon lights, the sounds of rows of slot machines, that open fifth musical interval hypnotizing the stunned and blinded tourist, like a snakecharmer would do to a clueless ( Read more... )

Finally, after tossing the idea of putting something down, I have decided to do it. I have come to the conclusion that I am more honest with myself, all the particles of myself, my thoughts and feelings than I have ever been. (and I have been told, in a lovely midnight walk with a ladyfriend that she is astonished at how honest I am) I am honest ( Read more... )