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La Grande part 1
It’s a strange little town. Little being key. The stoplights are turned to flashing yellow yield lights at ten o’clock at night. There are under 15 buildings in the whole town that are over two stories high. They have one safeway, one albertsons, one middle school which recently made the transition from junior high to middle school, and one ( Read more... ) -
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why should i tolerate his shit any longer? i shouldn't. who am i protecting? myself? my child? the man i want to let in? all three probably. but where is the line between guarding from his beast and just being too lazy or unmotivated to make thing uncomfortable enough to change? i guess its a step i have to take eventually. i wish he was ( Read more... ) -
tasting the past....
i am in la grande. for those of you who don't know, this is where i was born. this is where my dad lives. this is where my three beautiful sisters live. i have not been here in six years. i have not seen them in almost three. this place is the same. in an old town, sheltered kind of way. kind of comforting. kinda feels like a horror flick ( Read more... ) -
affirmations
Today, is going to be a good day.
I will face all strife with courage and strength.
I will drink tea. Which always helps....soemthing.
I will have patience.
I will remember to take one step at a time.
I will remember to breathe and relaxe when faced with stress.
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Lost
Somewhere along the way, the sister bond was lost. No amount of reaching out would bring the understanding of why. She sat there glancing through albums if sepia toned memories that would forever be the moments that shaped who she is. The constant wracking of her brain could bring no understanding of why this had happened. All she knew is that ( Read more... ) -
coincidental much?
Last night Sara gave me this mini lecture about owning my feelings. And It was nice ( Read more... ) -
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So apprently my fuuse name ws used in a chatterblock skit at Opus. And Sara, because she is wonderful, brought me the name card...
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the whirlwind of life is crazy sometimes, yes ( Read more... )
