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why is life so overwhelming sometimes? no, thats not a disguised "how did this happen to me????" statement either. all the shit i am stressed about right now, i brought on myself. and i know it. thats what makes me want to hide from most of the world even more ( Read more... ) -
lessons learned well in 2006
So, in lieu of resolutions I have decided just to remember what 2006 did to kick my ass in to gear, and what exactly I learned....because its good to do that sort of thing from time to time....or so I have heard ( Read more... ) -
is it seriously another fucking year?
Where does it all go? Seriously...looking back on the last year, a lot of shit has happened. Good shit, bad shit. And a lot of learning ( Read more... ) -
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honesty is a funny thing. and by funny i mean really uncomfortable sometimes. was there a point in which i should have held something back because i knew how it would make someone feel? should i have said more in the conversation? stated things more from my emotional point of view? or logical? should i have not said anything at all and made ( Read more... ) -
life as i know it.....
i wish i could begin to put down all the crap swimming in my head right now. but i think that it would just come out as verbal vomit. con was an amazing experience for me. disenchanting in a lot of ways, but i had a great time nonetheless. i did learn quite a little bit about myself though. my insecurities are closer to the surface then i care ( Read more... ) -
wow. is this for real?
so last night, the boy and i went out to dinner with my daughter. wow. who thought that would be a recipe for ridiculous disaster. they fought like 2 year olds the whole time. the problem with that is that one of them is 29 years old. and should know better ( Read more... ) -
La Grande part 2
My sisters grow up in a life all their own, that I, for the most part, am not part of. My Grandma Ida tells me that they constantly mention the big sister and little niece they have living in some far off place, as if its an enchanted fairy tale. I have three of them. All beautiful and amazing in their own right ( Read more... )
