first day of school is tomorrow and that is soooo tripy that im gonna b a senior....u always know that the day will come, but i cant believe that its already here! AHHH but yea...so i have been hangin out wit ryan a lot lately, he is sooo nice...the other night we just sat at the park by my house and talked for hours. that was nice. i would really ( Read more... )

welp school starts on thursday! blah! it shouldnt b too bad....there is a school dance on friday...i think i will go...how bad can it be! but yea...i get my car back on wednesday...FINALLY! tomorrow night i am gonna hang out wit ryan. he is 18 and just graduated this year from woodbridge...we just recently started hangin out...he is really nice and ( Read more... )

i made a new sn...its drowninginit7 so u should IM me on that from now on....anyway....update: dont talk to the new guy anymore that i went on the date wit....his name is josh, chris came back to irvine, rachel is still in hawaii, and life is still the same old shit that i have to learn to live wit...and fuck me for trusting in people, thats my ( Read more... )

well since i last wrote....i got my car taken away, chris moved to arizona, aaron and i got into a couple fights (biggest yet, but i guess we are still talking), rachel left for hawaii, and i went on a date!!! so i got my car and lisence taken away for a month, two weeks ago, b/c my mom found out i had someone in the car and my six months arent up ( Read more... )

my mom is driving me crazy....she keeps insisting that i go back to therapy and i dont want to....i dont see the point....she cant do anything for me and if i wanted to talk i could talk to a fuckin pillow and it would b the same as goin to therapy. i didnt go to bed until 6:30 this morning...the sun was up and everything...i havent pulled an over ( Read more... )

never in my life did i think that these two people would ever make me feel the way they did last night. never did i think that either of them would make me feel so low. i havent felt that bad in a while, but they acheived it just fine. i felt like shit, not to mention worthless, used and stupid. two best friends fighting with eachother and i got ( Read more... )

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well i had a pretty interesting weekend. on friday i went and saw I Robot w/ chris.....really good movie, i recomend it to anyone! on sat i saw matt for the first time in forever and a day....that was strange and nice at the same time! i have to admit that some feelings came back, but i think it was more how good it was to see him again. he brought ( Read more... )

last night i was soooo tired and it wasnt a good night to be!!!! i didnt sleep that well the night b4 so thats probably why...but i had a big project and bookwork due today in econ....i ended up not finishing either.....so i got real pissed about that, but i am still passing and that is all that matters!!!!! today after school was pretty relaxing ( Read more... )