Look at me, just falling apart…

I’m trying to find the words to start…

For this empty shell that doesn’t end…

I’m starting to feel hollow again.

The message I need, never seems to send…

I will always love her, everyone knows, until the end.

Please tell me that she’ll come to know,

If he comes back, then I will surely go…

That’s not the end I want to ( Read more... )

no matter what happens, or what anyone says, u don't care, u just need the love, from the wrong person, and u know it...u know all u need to know, but u dont care, u dont care what he does, says, its him u want, right? no matter what it does to those around u, because its not about them its about u, u love him, thats what matters....WRONG! maybe if ( Read more... )

been a really tough week...this tuesday, i found out that my cousin Danny died from a brain tumor...i was at trivia when i found out, i couldnt stay out very long, was really eatin at me, wasnt like he and i were best friends, but he was such a talented person and sooo close to my cousin for chris, and i couldnt be there, probably wont be able to ( Read more... )

today Gerry took the girls and went to Santee to stay at his condo, he said he didnt want to be in this "hostile environment", whatever thats supposed to freakin mean....he is the one whos been acting like an ass lately...i got home from work and my mom was on the phone and crying...later when she was off the phone i asked her if it was Gerry she ( Read more... )

for the past few days i have been in a really weird mood, i havent been wanting to talk to my friends all that much, i dont call or text them, and when they call or text me im not as quick to respond, the other day i didnt respond at all...i mean im fine when im around other ppl, but its when im by myself im just kinda down, its weird because i ( Read more... )

I think i have been havin a lil too much fun! lol partyin all the time, always goin up to Irvine! Oh and my party was a blast!! i had a lot of fun!!! i also started hanging out with kelly again, we chilled one night and it was right back to old times, we are just as close as we used to be! crazy the connection u can have with some people!! i have ( Read more... )

so my mom and Gerry want me to go golfing with them tomorrow morning, which means my ass has to be up and 5am lol the only reason i think it would be fun is because u can drink and i can drive the cart!! lol ill probably go, just because the next day is Mothers Day, and that would be the only present, besides a card, that i can afford! considering ( Read more... )

so i just made my mom mad, shes been drinkin, we were all talkin (my mom, Gerry, and i) and i brought some stuff up about my dad and my step mom and she got all mad, said that i was wrong, i was tryin to say that yea my dad messed up by doin what he did, but that he would have helped me, now its all said and done. Gerry and I talked, he really ( Read more... )

So, i moved back to my moms house! everything was great until 2days ago, my mom's fiance moved in about 2 months ago, and now that im here and even though i've only been here a week, i'm a problem to him! well i feel like a home wrecker! anyway, im applyin 4 jobs, he told me the other night that the agreement was six months, but my mom says that ( Read more... )

I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows I lost my soul long ago

Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough

Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home

I need to run far away
Can't go back to that ( Read more... )