im at work by myself until 8, and im bored out of my mind. so i figure i'll write in this ridiculous online journal that no one reads ( Read more... )

 i was so confused. i didnt know where things were going- but i was bracing myself for the worst. i was bracing myself to be left again, which i didnt think i could take ( Read more... )

im finally getting it back. im finally getting my head on straight ( Read more... )

i miss manhattuh. next week, pls.

i move to los angeles in three weeks.

come with me.

i cant decide if i like this thing or not. livejournal. journal. i have one of those, why dont i just write in it? If i was writing anything worth reading, it would probably be private, and i wouldnt want to plaster it onto the internet for every nosey fucker in the world to read ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why some of the people i love most in this world can make me feel so fucking awful.

today i went to work. och ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving, children.
went to my aunt's for dinner- mike brought maverick and goose and they pooped all over the garage.
my dad fell asleep. aunt dawne's hair was weird, and my sister drank an entire bottle of wine and ranted about public policy until she cried. the end.

im home and im happy about it. im sitting here wrapped in my sweet saratoga blanket watching oprah with my mom ( Read more... )

ryan came to visit this weekend.
he makes me really happy.

home tomorrow, that makes me happy too.
i am one happy girl.
goodnight.