yesterday i flew off my bike and ate the road. got these nips on my fist that look like wolverine scars. hot ( Read more... )

I moved to Boston in July.. before then tho i worked for sweater designer as an allocator.. it was going well but then i got angry at this one sales rep and wrote her a long email, copied the ceo and designer of the company.. ended up getting fired for not writing an apology letter correctly the first time.. moved to boston... staying with paul.. ( Read more... )

I took my Bodisattva vows this weekend. i felt sick to my stomach the day after. I think i let in too much during a morning lojong practice on the train on the way to work ( Read more... )

i just got back from a month and a half trip to iceland, england, morocco, and italy ( Read more... )

last night i had an amazing sexual experience w these two guy friends of mine.. i dont want to go into detail but after i felt like so much shame had been lifted... shame in so many aspects.. grew up religious catholic.. and guilt and shame was/is a normal part of life .. like breathing.. i was told if i wanted something to go after it.. and i feel ( Read more... )

life is fucking weird ( Read more... )

so since being here for a year, ive ( Read more... )

i moved here last month.. things are going well.. a lot has happened in the relatively short time span of 1.5 months ( Read more... )

i was in this matrix reality.. in this reality almost everyone was brainwashed.. walkin around aimlessly looking for non brain washed ppl.. somehow they could force their mental state on an unaffected person by forcing them down to the ground by the neck and making them repeat some phrase.. i somehow knew the only way out of this reality was to ( Read more... )

nina told me the dreams are a way that my mind is processing my transition to NY (im leaving tom ( Read more... )