Alright,so alot of stuff going on in my head, first of all what I need to get out is my peace with Jenn and Bobby er sorry.. Robert. First Jenn I would like to say, dont flatter yourself thinking im "stalking" you, thats just stupid, I rarely ever use the computer anymore. I did however find out you two are getting married. Congratulations, and in ( Read more... )

ok, since I dont have long, here's the short version ( Read more... )

someone stop this from hurting so much...Im trying and trying and at times I think I have succeeded to get "him" out of my mind..... and im only hurting myself more, because I'll break down crying for no apparent reason...I still think of him alot...miss him more than words could ever express.... love him...I just wish I could talk to him...even ( Read more... )

ok, so its valentines day, ben is working all day so not much of anything, but thats ok...last year valentines wasn't of anything special...considering bobby and I were sicker than dogs laying in bed all day. however ben did get us tickets to bush gardens. I'm still working, yayness, been sick though...after that stomach crap weared off, I got a ( Read more... )

I hate this....I miss bobby.... fuck.

ok,so I'm working back at Sobiks now, so yay, I have a job, I get paid 25 cents more than last time, making it a whole $7 an hour !!! lol ... oh well.... and yeah..ben and I are still together...we worked shit out...its been alot better since..... I have work in about n hour n a half so, probly going to go eat something and get dressed... oh yeah, ( Read more... )

Ben and I broke up. It's over.end of story.

so just feeling really blah.... just sitting here, listening to music...reading...things..from certain people.... hm..so anyway, the whole thing with sobiks, bottom line, that $300 I worked for, is officially non existant, I'll never get it. apparently Valerie has sold the store,got deported back to england..... or so I hear...I doubt it's true ( Read more... )

just updating.....I dont know.....everyday just seems to get worse...my relationship with ben is going down the pooper.... my feelings for bobby still wont subside..... my christmas....was ackward....same as new years...... I just wanted bobby to be there.....I know I have to get over this....its affecting my life and my feelings more than I want ( Read more... )

sooooo.....yeah........alot of shit has been happening and yet...nothing at all......lol........I was going through my mail today, seeing what I could delete and my computer illiterate ass finally found a way I could just look at all the pictures without going through all the emails alittle button called "my pictures" lol ....so anyway....was ( Read more... )