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chillllllen...
been feelin pretty good lately. everythings coming together nicely - debt's almost gone, new car in T-3months, starting school again in a month - everthings chill. I got rid of myspace. Strangely i found myself logging in way to many times a day and i felt that it was distracting me, so my spacin' days are over for now. -
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So true...
We're all heaven's puppets, the potent and the puny. The wisest among us accept and understand this, but people who think that fate responds to willpower are like bullets that think they can change their own direction after they've left the barrel of the gun.
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marcus calling...can anyone hear me?
hello again...Its like 3 in the morning and i'm sitting here at work. I really need some excitement in my life, my world seems so small. I'm hoping turning 21 will change things around. its going to be really awesome being able to party downtown and hopefully meet some new people to hang out with. its hard shaking this "nice guy" image everyone ( Read more... ) -
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patience is the road to that which inspires -
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I hate this. I'm trapped and yet i do nothing to escape from it. its never the right time and my feelings are so mixed that i can never decide on a definate course of action. Damn! I just want some space. I just want some room to grow as a person. I don't know who I am without you and that scares me. I'm such a repeat of my father...completely ( Read more... ) -
work blues
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I'm so glad that Christmas is over. It marked the end of a most troublesome and unproductive year. I've been contemplating some of the factors in my life that have prevented me from achieving many of my goals. It's finally dawned on me that I must become more responsible if I'm ever to reach the status and lifestyle I so often dream of. Yet, ( Read more... ) -
current thoughts
How do you know if you're doing the best you can, or just grown tired of trying harder? Too often I wonder if life could get any better or if there is some undiscovered piece that holds the key to fufillment. I find myself saying that if I were to spend more time with friends, or travel, or not work so much then I would enjoy life more. But on ( Read more... ) -
Really stressed.
To much is going on...I just don't know where to begin. The main thing on my mind right now are the idiots at the collection agency where my AT&T account went after I didn't pay for 4 months. I know I know, I'm irresponsible, i needn't be told that anymore, trust me. So anyway, i finally have the money to pay it off so i give them a call and pay ( Read more... )