Hellllllllo 3 years later. haha. wow ( Read more... )

5 months.
Reg and i have been together for 5 months.
Last night we almost broke up, but not really. haha, its kinda funny actually, cause i thought he was trying to say he wanted to break up..so when i replied, he thought i wanted to break up..and damn, i dunno, miscommuications.

were still going STRONG. haha.

I dunno. i seem to still be hung up on something i left in cali.
some guy i knew id never have.
something thatll never rekindle.

after last night, after i fought with reggie, i kinda got madder, and i dunno. i love the kid and all, im just ARG. I dunno, i think its me. i dunno what to do at all, and im soo confused what to do.

So.
Tyler and i Broke up in October
Im single.
I moved to California.
I smoke.
All the boys that i meet always have something wrong with them.
I love my mommy.
I gotta take the GED.

Love sucks in general. haha.
Boys suck in general.

He loves me cause of who i am ( Read more... )

he just makes me...so happy.

and now, we are going out. wierd, isnt it?

Tomorrow tyler wants me to go to the concert at creekside. I have to see if i can go. He said he could get me some money to go, and a ride too. how awesomely sweet is that? haha. Its sweeter than it sounds too. Oh yeah, Hmm, Brian could be there. i wonder whatever i will do about that? haha. actually, it kinda scars me really, you know. I dont know ( Read more... )

So Brian hasnt hung out or called me in like 2 weeks. So yeah, i dont know about that kid, at all. I guess right now, i gave up on him, cause hes being all stupid and its really irratiting me! So i guess thats over with? Oh well, i guess hes loses out. I dunno, i thought we could have something, but i guess i was wrong ( Read more... )

Umm..might as well update since, forever ago. First off, i dont really have net right now, dont ask how im updating now ( Read more... )