happy birthday

if it wasn't you then i know the kind soul will find their way to this livejournal no one knows about to retrieve their happy birthday

reading through hidden entries + old comments on this thing from 2004-2005 is wild. Did those years really exist?

you were there on the swing set
I just stared as the sun set
drowning the sky in red
like the heart on your sleeve
do you remember?

so many memories
so many moments
gone now

everyday's another scene
the world around and everything for you
an open door a cauldron of
waves rush in through every house for all
so they say another lie:
'Love's a rumor
but love will die'
we're lost and wandering
deep in the ocean
there lies a wave for you

and we're still out
at ten in the evening

Out here we don't hear anything but the clicking of the rain against the leaves and the way each other breathes. But you've gotta listen. Out here we turn out all the lights and sit inside looking out. The bay's still, she's wearing the nights expression but you've gotta feel it. Make this home (we never had one) so let's stop calling this a ( Read more... )

thinking about leaving
and how i should say goodbye
with a handshake
or an embrace
or a kiss on the cheek
possibly all three
maybe i've been wrong
maybe my intentions are irrelevant
but honestly, it's not just for me
we've both been so unhappy
so let's just see
what happens

let's just forget everything said, everything we did. best friends, better halves, and goodbyes. the other night when we realized we were falling out of love. don't say never did. not to be overly dramatic, I just think it's best. 'cause you can't miss what you forget. so let's just pretend everything and anything between you and me was never meant

finally got the pictures developed from when i saw fearbefore on march 1st!
they are pretty much shitty but atleast its something.

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