maybe sam has the right idea.

"lots of people are getting on my nerves laytly so i think its time to take a step back and let things settle down."

nobody really knows who they are. if we all knew who we were then what would be the point of trial and error. some of us know more things about ourselves than others. but we in no way have our whole persona memorized. we are constantly being faced with new situations and new problems. each one brings out one more thing in ourselves.

you tell me ( Read more... )

ah you make me smile and i love it because i havnt smiled so much in so long.

i take back what i said about your dopey tattoo.

is nothing right? can anything ever be ok and worthwhile? and when will i know the answers that keep me awake at night. you still in my thoughts. will i ever see you again? and how long can i go on like this. are you ok. is everything alright? i want to see you but i know i cant. i know we cant just be friends until another day. i know this ( Read more... )

and i walk through these halls looking for a face to confide in, but there's no eyes looking back into mine. i see hands grasping for others. holding, with interlacing fingers. and i want to feel the warmth of your palm pressed into mine. but the only touchi feel is that of a memory.

oh how i miss your feel.

i never thought id miss you this much. im still falling asleep wrapped in your shirt but it lost the smell of you. youre the image behind my sleeping eyes and the voice i hear when im alone. it feels like only memories and i dont want you to fade like they always do. i want to move on and be ok knowing youll be there on that day but i cant. im ( Read more... )

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth ( Read more... )

it wasnt supposed to fall like this. it wasnt supposed to fall at all. and im not sure what really happened i just know that i shouldnt have to make this decision. i dont have anywhere else to go but i cant walk away. i know i love you and that wont change. a new scene cant take away what i know and being in a place where people control my thoughts ( Read more... )

you were curled up on the bed sleeping. and i was afraid to wake you because you looked so innocent. and as i sat down and looked at you i realized your face was the only one i wanted to see mext to me each morning. i was insecure and afraid to love. i know im young but i wouldnt want it any other way. its when im with you that i know i love you ( Read more... )

we take things as we perceive them. not always perceiving them the way they are meant. we see a variety of images from such and it is this that creates the diversity that keeps us interlocked. we are all looking for the answers and find nothing but each other to believe in. we hold these 'answers' because its all we know. and then we come to find ( Read more... )