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yep
little old me got dumped.... -
if she heard me now , would she still care
as the days go by , he seems more and more un-impressed with me ..I feel like such a bad person ...guilt , guilt and more guilt ..I have crossed some line and I am awful..he may be the greatest thing that has happened to me but I fear I am the worst on his behalf.I havn't been being a good friend ..It's almost like were not even friends ...we just ( Read more... ) -
I am not lying to you baby
I AM So sad...some random bruises have appeared on my legs..and MY lover thinks its from something else ""ive never seen these until today " then he got all weird and distant ...why the fuck would i do anything ?i cant stop crying ,,,my feelings are shot...i would never like fuck!!! I love this guy so much ,but he's been cheated on alot so i have ( Read more... ) -
yah ..haray
its been a long time since i wrote some random crap....I really don't know right now and the left side of my head is starting to throb..ooo it went away...haray....how tempory..I REALLY want to start bitching about shit hence the only reason why i GO ON here...but I'll stop myself because It's really not so bad and I am a complete whiny bitch ...I ( Read more... ) -
a lifesaver is like a feast ;)...fuck you "posh spice"
Today I've decided to quit drinking for a while ..d ot dot dot ...my body needs to start running like it did before ..it started fucking up 3 and a half years ago ..3 years of bad drinking ...now 7 months drinking -2 to 3 times a week..better then nothing ( Read more... ) -
Im hand cuffed to his heartbeat
wow ..Its been a while since I wrote in here ( Read more... ) -
uhhhh ...wow i just remembered this was alive still
wow ....I don't even know where to begin ....Im yet to read over my angry hating rants ...lmao ...I can't wait to make fun of myself..well right now im waiting for boy face to come over ..hopefully buy me some uh beverages after *winkwink ( Read more... ) -
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the journal is getting rather dead ..thats okay though .. let's just say things have changed insanly.. -
oi
Enter the world by two..
exit the earth alone..
If you decide to wonder ..
you best be a silent stone..
one with the creator...
you will never die...
or you could always dream forever..
me , myself and I -
o no not another one!!
my bodys aching...
and tense
doesnt it suck when you end up on a rock solid matris......so i got in a conflict yesterday...
people are such damn spazzes....
old balding guys should shut the fuck the up and die of heart attack ...i dont really mean that but you know what i mean..
eh