......okie tell me if im wrong here.....christina is like my sister and tonight shes having some friends over for cake and shit which is normal and as her brother she wants me to come and chill with everyone.....but "everyone" includes amanda and if i go there ill be near her and ill prolly talk to her....and then jay will get mad so im thinkin of ( Read more... )

fuck this job fuck my uncle fuck this stupid bullshit just to be someones fucking friend.......why is it that im trying to do the right fucking thing and i have to hear shit for it....hey i dont kno if ur reading this but if u actually wanna be friends with me then just like let me kno somehow cuz jayson doesnt want me talking to u or associating ( Read more... )

-+Marble Notebook Memories ( Read more... )

ugh at werk once again my life is very monotonous......not much excitement.....just like blah ( Read more... )

whirlwind weekend......definitely fun definitely ( Read more... )

this is the morning of thursday january 13.......and im trying to figure out why i even bother writing in this journal ( Read more... )

so once again im sitting at the fucking desk doing fucking nothing making a shit load of money and im chillen but it actually kinda sux.......i miss you baby.........cant wait till i get my kuffing car so i can come get you and take u out and just do like nothing and have a great time just being with u.......shit is retarded and unfortunately im ( Read more... )

THANK YOU BABY ....I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WONT REGRET IT.......well im at werk right now and im kinda pissed cuz everytime jac tries to call me she has no friggin service so i cant understand what shes talkin about and i want to talk to her soooooooo bad and i cant and its welly fwustrating and im getting all restless because im picking up my new ( Read more... )

i dont kno if anyone will read this and i dont kno if anyone really gives a shit but im really really disappointed.......in myself ( Read more... )

holy shit im not single....holy shit i have a gf......i cant believe it...its wierd......leave ur thoughts.....wanna hear it!