i cant do it.....i cant take it....my head and my heart hurt guys they hurt a lot.....and i dont get it....i could be with any girl but no one seems to really make me happy......i was beginning to think that i really didnt love HER ne more but i was wrong.....i could only hope that the people that read these things are the people that kno me best ( Read more... )

i could really just sit here and close my eyes and envision a place and time where everything is just right for me and then i open them and see the way things really are and it makes me unhappy.....is that a sin to be un happy with your life is that considered ungrateful......becuase maybe i am ungrateful granted i havent been the most repectable ( Read more... )

im sorry to everyone that thought i was something and im not...and im sorry to everyone that i didnt treat fairly and im sorry to everyone that ive ever hurt and im dedicating my life to all of you to make sure u all kno im sorry for all the things ive done ( Read more... )

were all hypocrites at one time or another, but some of us are wise and i actually think all of us are wise ( Read more... )

our talk this morning was so desperately necessary.....we got so many things out in the open and i think we understand each others positions....i kno it seems like i dont understand the way u feel now but i do...its just hard for me to accept.....but it does make me happy to kno that u will give me a chance when ur heart tells u the time is right ( Read more... )

my mind and my heart are at war........i kno i should let go but my heart tells me not to ......all i have is a hope and faith that all those nights i sat up praying that she was the one arent wasted.....she was my blessing from god and i cant see why he would take that away from me forever so i just keep hoping maybe one day in the future that we ( Read more... )

im getting the feeling that u dont care anymore.......its killin me inside and i hate it

im so fucing sick and tired of this bullshit its getting me to the point where i wanna say fuck it and go do something serious about it but i kno i cant and im so fucking frustrated that i feel it in my veigns it makes my blood boil im stuck in th is fucking position and its making me really really ficking miserable ....heidi why cant u get over ( Read more... )

my mood is high because im am HIGH^^^^ he he

LEAVE A SWEET FUCKING COMMENT U TWISTED BALLSUCKING BUTTRUCKING FOOLS

...ok well i have to vent for a minute so no one take this personally because im guilty of it as well....why dont we fucking think before we talk...why dont we take a goddamn second out of our fucking meaningless lives to stop and breathe and think before we let something out of our mouths thats so fucking lame and immature and hurtful....why do we ( Read more... )