Oh i am so very disapointed in my generation in so many silly little ways ( Read more... )

embrace tradition and occupation
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i love fugazi

i wish i could articulate how i've been feeling these past months.
so intensely one way or another. so much to be told.
but i feel as though my life is no longer worth documenting.
im being honest and it feels real fucking sad.
nothing to overanalyse.
im just plain stupid. and childish.

so
so
so
so
so
so
so
so
so
stupid

i hate him every third or fourth day.
i hate myself so much more.
this must stop. this has to stop.
i fucking cant stand myself.
my health is gone.
his charm wont stay.
and i hate this for being so simple.

my horroscope is telling me to do and think things that i felt like i couldn't do.
feel comfortable and have fun and dont sit for too long.

im getting there.

i think.

i take it back.
you're predictable.
i dont want to be anymore.
so dont call.
cause i know i wont.

i have 20 voicemails on my phone and there is no way in hell im going to check them anytime soon.

be kind to me or treat me mean...
ill make the most of it im an extraordinary machine.

uhh..i forgot the words