ive been taking trim spa lately and now im getting weird pains in my shoulders and legs.
anyone else get this shit?

sorry i cant write good right now.
i feel like im going to die of worthless ness lately and all my mother seems to do is confirm my beliefs.

hes worth the wait but how long is the wait ?

my head hurts and i need to sleep but i just cant

i miss johnny.
i never thought i would say it.
i miss him terribly.

im getting a new car and im not pregnant and i just wish i made more time to write in this thing.
cant wait for my car tomorrow. its a convertible. its expensive. i dont deserve it. i feel fatter than ever...but that is because i am lately.
no fucking joke.

...still sick.
day six.
how many licks
does it take
to get to
the tootsie
roll
center
of a
tootsie
pop?

(a bit insane from boredum and realizations)

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i think sooner or later i will post a picture of myself.

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