Look im updating!

HAHAAAAA! You wish! you'll never make me update, NEVER!!!

(ps how many words does it take to be an update??)

Ok, gd summer feeling gone. maybe cos the happy summer weather is gone or maybe cos 4 day weekend is over and life is sucky again wot with the lack of plans. i duno wot it is. maybe just a teenageric change of mood but a week ago i looked at evrythng differently, in a gd way. i looked forward to thngs more. Now its like i see evrythng badly. i look ( Read more... )

See how much better my life has got since before ( Read more... )

Urrrgh.....party last night (and most of this morning).....hungover. Did regretable thngs, mostly too private to post on here. Am now in confused and fucked up about evrythng. i hate myself for evry choice ive made. And i want to just crawl in a hole and die cos evrythngs got complicated just wen i thought it was gettin simple. But i dnt blame ne1 ( Read more... )

Woa! long time no type! Wow, surely loadsa stuff wudda happened since the last time i updated......... :s ( Read more... )

Um, day. Wait, i remember it. It was actually good. obviously being the last day of term it was gd but the lesser known played at lunchtime (even tho they were told they cudnt) so that was kickass! obviously, wot with them having the best guitarist in skool, there was a fraction of jelously wen he began to solo, but tht was gone as soon as we ( Read more... )

Ok, ive kinda got the munchies for sum reason here so this may take sum time to type as i am making frequent visits to the kitchen. But wot difference will tht make?? exactly, none. apparently im doin a ten minute set with the band up on a field 2moro but no1 knows if it's actually on or not so, um.....vry confused. And we're not really ready, we' ( Read more... )

today was a day, in my life, which passed, things happened, nothing unusual. I cant really remember much of wot happend in skool, i try not to as it makes me depressed, altho i seem to remember sum photo bein taken or sumin.....or was tht a dream....hmm ( Read more... )

I'm really gettin bored of fillin in this thng, so if ne1 out there who actually reads this cud comment it mite encourage me a bit more so i no im not just wastin my time. Or am i wastin my time??? it wud be nice if i am, if sum1 cud just tell me tht so i can giv up too ( Read more... )

Woa, hvnt updated for ages. Ok, so...wot has happened to me over the last few weeks.....hmm.....nope, nothin neone wud want to know. but im gona rite it neway cos im really bored and wot do i care tht no1 reads this. I just realised! This is ll pointless. Isnt a journal meant to be like a private thng where u put secrets?? And if pple just write ( Read more... )