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Lovers Ode
You told me you loved me ( Read more... ) -
everyone is engaged or pregnant
so i have found that it is really hard to move forward with life in genral when ALL your friends are pregnant or engaged its soo annoying..while i am happy for everyone i am also waay jealous that it seems everyone but me for once in my life is happy with someone...its like rubbing salt into an open wound it stings and makes me cry a lil and i know ( Read more... ) -
Life
So I decided i am going to use this to write in again i really need an outlet for a lot of my feelings...well i hope all of you are on my myspace and facebook and kind of know what is going on but basically i am almost divorced from tyler i have been reading my posts and its so surreal reading them because i am in almost the same position now as i ( Read more... ) -
fun night
so i am sittig here watching waiting with emily it has been alot of fun she spent the night tyler is in fayetteville for work so i have been sitting on my ass so its nice ot have someone around to hang out with but i figured i would come on here and update add some new pictures and what not -
wat up?
so recently things have changed...again!...lol....me and tyler are back together trying to make things work between us soo hopefuly there will be a wedding in the near future not when i was originally planning but hey life is crazy...we got a puppy..but before you are all sweet!...the dog got sick and is well not here anymore...which is really sad ( Read more... ) -
guys
guys dont make snese...i dont know if you ever noticed that or not but they are really wierd...like they act like they are all sensitive but they will do to you what they dont want you doing to them in a matter of seconds..why??...thats all i want to know is why...grrr -
it's been awhile
so my life has officially gone down the tubes to well where else hell...lets see where to begin....tyler has left me because he feels like he isn't "in" love with me anymore and is currently living with a girl who by the way has a kid named after him b/c she wanted tyler to be father but yet i am still supposed to be all hunky dory with it..grrrrr ( Read more... ) -
so whats up?
so classes start in about 20 days...i am sooo excited finally something to do!!!!...i am seriously borde!!!...life is running soo smoothly i have nothing to think about or do for that matter no problem to fix no one calling me telling me there drama about there boyfriend it is soo surreal i have to pinch myself to make sure i am not dreaming... ( Read more... ) -
long days ahead!
so my brothers weddig is in about 4 days and for some reason i am not all super excited to go...it may have somethign to do with the fact i want tyler to come but he cant get off work..grrr...but its something that i wanted to show him off but i cant do that now i guess i just have to take a picture...anyway life is pretty boring and slow not much ( Read more... )