jk bitches.. i'm still gonna use ElJay but i have a different name.. drugzandalcohol ..so yeahH!

Yeah.. I'm not doing this journal shit anymore so.. yeah..!

If You Don't Want To Listen To Anyone Complain Then Just Stop Reading NowI'm really fed up with always being upset, I can't take it anymore, I just want to be happy and I'd do anything to be happy! But I literally just can't be happy, I've tried everything, I'm really starting to think that somethings wrong with me. Everything can be like so ( Read more... )

Best Song EverShe walks to school with a lunch she packed ( Read more... )

Alright.. well.. lets see, Jason likes some other girl!! He's so dumb, he can't like a girl for more than a month, I swear! Haha, and he fucking says I'm not committed! I have been committed, for the last six months, I've dealt with all his bullshit lies and yet I still chose to still love him (it's not really a choice though, I'm kinda stuck ( Read more... )

Ugh, there's this thing called life and it like really sucks! Everythings falling apart again. I don't know who I can trust, my friends are being little bastards and like completely forgetting about me! HELLO!! I DIDN'T FUCKING DIE!! Guess none of them ever really gave a shit about me. I'm getting myself into shit that I can't handle and it's ( Read more... )

id dO aNytHingx3: hey ( Read more... )

Alright.. well everythings been going pretty damn good finally, probably cause I'm threw with Jason. Yeah, I've decided to not be treated like shit anymore, I couldn't really take it, for six months my life was hell, thank god I realized that I deserve better. Like .... for instance, he's a good guy, a real good guy. =DOhhh, Stephaniie came over ( Read more... )

Alright well break was a lot of fun and I'm so fucking mad that it's over!! I can't stand school! Anyway.. we had two hotel partys.. both were a lot of fun. Well actually, the first one kinda sucked because Corinne and Jenn got way too drunk and were throwing up everywhere and yeah, they were some boy problems that night. Yeah and Jenn, Jaime, ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty fun so far ( Read more... )