well her comes my last year of high school. it makes me sad because im not so shure theres anay other place where you cand see all your friends and stuf like that.im doing every sinor thing there is possable and im dranging every body along. this year better be the best to top off highskool. on a lighter note my cousin split his spleen open ( ( Read more... )

omg this has been so great.. i love this past week. hanging out with sailors and runing around every where. saw clearks and im taking it back so all you proch monkeys better reconize. flaming marshmellows are fun to throw i nto trafic when there on fier and all that good shit. i miss my lena she needs to get her ass back here so i can hold her. i ( Read more... )

Broken Home ( Read more... )

i just realized how much of a loser i am. no one gose out of there way to make me happy. to see me. to talk to me. all i ever am is a joke. no one takes me sirously. and no one actualy considers me a friend, all they do is put up with me or take advantage of me. why dosent anay body want to make me feal special, or feal loved? no body ever reads ( Read more... )

lol raymond now knows not to mess with me now.

if he dose he will get stomped.

i feal so much better.

well today sucked. got to go to chris' house and watch rescu me with him. but other rhan that i was asleep. but i got to talk to lena that made me feal better, she told me she was quitting dugs, as much as i wanted that it really bumed me out because what i scored of billy. but i guse its for the better. but i feal confused, and lost, but i know im ( Read more... )

so yeahim done with people. i went to the movies and had an allright time. i forgot how much of a laugh billy was. but shit came up with lena, so now where on a break, i was so shure that we settled things. but it still hurts. i just wish she didnt have to go out every night. i dont mind her haveing fun. its just not much of a life. here mom and ( Read more... )

well ive reached the meadin of tallerating and likeing some people. im trying to make new friends because the ones i have now realy arnt all that good for me.

and now we continu in the lessons of this year. what to do and what not to do and all the great stuff inbetween.

im back to LJ and im fealing alown agen, everyones missed alot,so over this extendedpierod of time ill do my best.