hmmm, so i never fucking update this thing....i was bored and figured i would. i got my friend kelly a birthday present....i hope she likes it....even though i know she will. this weekend sucked, work non-stop. i am so fucking sick of winter and waiting on old people who are so fucking picky about every fucking thing. i ate a caesar salad, my ( Read more... )

dont worry casey, im a nerd too

stolen from lavendereyes ( Read more... )

ok, its been forever since ive updated this thing. i finished my semester at kent, im now ready to move on to the next one. im just glad finals week is over. i actually met people worth talking to this year, hopefully the trend continues. its friggin cold outside and i hate it. im planning on buying napoleon dynaminte on tuesday so i can laugh ( Read more... )

yeah....its been quite a long while since i have updated this thing, so i guess i have a lot of catching up to do. lets see.....im back in school which is always fun....im taking 17 credit hours, which has been surprisingly easy. im back in drowning poet after almost a year long hiatus. depression is back in full force this week.....i have been ( Read more... )

1) Opening credits: Bittersweet Symphony- The Verve ( Read more... )

yeah, so i went to the a perfect circle concert last night. two words to describe it : fucking phenomenal.......i almost cried it was sooooo good. danny went too.....at first it was really awkward, then we both loosened up. i realized im still hurt by the situation.....but that i can deal with them more and more each time i talk to him and ( Read more... )

im still really hurt......i havent cried in about 2 days, so that's good.....but still feel semi-empty......like i failed at something......and like something so essential to my welll being is missing. lets face it, i miss danny....i miss him beyond anythng i ever imagined.....and it's so weird that i haven't spoken to him in over a week.......it ( Read more... )

i think ive become emotionally dead.....and you are all my grim reaper.

so its official.....danny and i have broken up......life is bullshit. im hurting immensely right now, and trying not to really show it. i want nothing more than to just be with him, and he doesnt want that and it hurts.....it hurts that im in love with someone and that they love me but are not in love with me. i just want to be happy. so if ( Read more... )