boy they sure do slip away! i haven't updated in who knows how long...of course work and all that kinda take a first priority but that's life i suppose ( Read more... )

hmmm, lots has happened in the past few weeks...for starters, i went to pc with my best friend and we had a blast...between a 3 1/2 hour cruise gone bad (try 6 1/2 hours in shark infested waters with the sun blazing down on your back, all while been stalked...does not make a good combination) although the snorkeling was fun :) then we did the ( Read more... )

dang...i had the robing ceremony tonight at my church, a ceremony where the seniors that want to pick the person who has influenced their life the most over the past four years and they put your robe on while you explain how much they mean to you...it was so sad to realize that this may be the last time i see some of these people because sunday is ( Read more... )

ya know what? i love my life. period. i have the best friends ever. the best class ever...full of amazing people that have so much in common with me yet we're so different. you're all so beautiful and awesome. yeah, so lately i've been all weird and moody. mmm, not a big fan. that needed to end so right now, its ended. over. life has its little pit ( Read more... )

hmmm, ya know...i brought one of my best friends with me to the relay for life for several reasons, the biggest of which was to let her see the people i'd been talking about for four years. after we left she told me how lucky i was to have a class of people like i do and how awesome it is that we're so close...ya know, i knew that, but hearing it ( Read more... )

"I wanna hold you close, i wanna push you away, i wanna make you go, i wanna make you stay"...hmmm, good lyrics for the way i'm feelin at this point. about a lot of things. yes, i absolutely hate addressing things via livejournal even though i've been known to do it but at this point, i've just got to get some thoughts out of my head. so you ( Read more... )

so its rhodes!!! i'm really excited :) i mean really...finally, its done, i can relax and just be excited bout the gorgeous campus and all the people...it reminds me of Harry Potter...mmm, i cant really express how excited i am but i def. am ( Read more... )

well, i'm not going to talk about how much i'm going to miss everybody and how much i've grown from ib. not right now anyway. i think i'll just wait awhile for that. i'd rather not think about it at the moment...be a little oblivious to what's coming up. lol. too much to think about right now ( Read more... )

me! why do i have to make things so difficult? i mean why don't i just stick with what i say...that might make my life easier...i think i just make life difficult. hmm, then theres college. ya know, i should just decide and be happy with my choice! cuz, its going to be ok. i know i'll be ok...i guess i'm just scared...hmmm, wonder why? oh well ( Read more... )

Well, i've always wanted to get out of state...since i was in 3rd grade, haha...so whats the problem? what happens when you suddenly have two schools...both of which will cost your family a lot and the choice is suddenly thrown at you with less than two weeks to decide? i don't know either...all i know is that i want to make the best decision and i ( Read more... )