Ten years. Ten fucking years, and you choose to let boys come between us. I've given up every friend that I've ever had for you. And it was all a waste, look where we ended up. I was there for you when you had no one else. I let you stay with me when you had no where to go. If you needed anything ever you knew you could come to me and you did and I ( Read more... )

Why is moving on and growing up so hard to do?

Why do i keep letting myself fall for you? Will i never learn from what ive already been through?
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I feel like I'm walking in circles. I've spent the month of September in isolation from all of the familiar things in my life. I've been doing more things on my own with new people, and it's been really nice but at the same time I miss how things used to be. I've been completely clean now for 3 weeks, and to be honest I'd forgotten what it was like ( Read more... )

No regrets.
Its all in good fun.
Its been tough keeping you off my mind, but I decided it was fun while it lasted so why dwell on it and miss whats happening now.
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I'm good at fucking things up, i know that. I messed up before but somehow i won you back. Im so fucking happy i won you back. But like always i messed it up again. This time i didnt get lucky and get you back. For some reason i let you go, i let you walk out of my life and everyday since then i think about what could have been. I kill myself with ( Read more... )

Things are getting a lot better than they were a month ago, even a week ago. I feel like i'm really moving forward for the first time in five months and it's an amazing feeling ( Read more... )

I'm not asking for your acceptance, so please stop judging me.

Honestly, please tell me what I was thinking this weekend!

I need to figure out my life. Nothing is making sense anymore.