Dear Friend,
     Sorry it's been so long. I'm making it a habit, aren't I? Again, sorry. I hope you've been doing well up there. 
          I need to talk to you. I need to talk to someone and yet every time I try I shake my head and convince myself that the need isn't there at all. But here it goes: I'm lonely.
     Don't get me wrong, I do have ( Read more... )

Dear friend,
     Sorry for the lack of updates but I'm sure from where you are, you see how I'm doing. I have a mix of things going on and I guess I finally want to talk about it with you.
     Should we start on the bad side of things? I don't know, I'm not really sure if I have the right to complain. Well, let me explain a bit about the ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,
    I had a dream last night. It broke my heart.

I was back in my other house, the one I grew up in, and taking place was a party with all my family friends, maybe even some friends from school. It was nice. But I was a tad confused - or maybe worried is the right word - that my dad was there, too. He was socializing, helping out, ( Read more... )

I figured I should start writing down scenes from my head like I used to. It must help with my writer's block. But this one is a pretty short one. There were no real details on the background or the character's actions and outfits, etc.

... And their light, casual conversation came to a pause. The smiles they had lingered on their faces ( Read more... )

 Dear Friend,
     It's been a while. Gosh, I was looking back at my last few posts. It breaks my heart a little, I wish I didn't write about my first love, even if he was mentioned in only a few sentences.
     But that's really nothing. The truth is, I've grown because of it. The new focus on myself - whether I wanted it or not - has given me so ( Read more... )

It's been five years ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,
     It's been a while, I know. And I have some regrets but I'm guessing you knew that.
     I'm not going to use this post to write about him and blame myself incessantly and annoyingly. I've already done that. I'm tired. But I want to write something to keep on record as a reminder and possibly as some kind of advice for anyone in the ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've done this.

001. Stop. Just stop. I know I make mistakes and the guilt can eat me alive but you want to know when it stops? When you intentionally try to guilt me yourself. I get so disappointed in myself, so disappointed that I get too scared to say sorry, but it all goes away once I hear those sour words come out of ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,
     Hi. I've missed you. I know I haven't been updating you on what life has been like for a long while. I'm sorry that every time I do, it's sad.

Well, would you like to know what I should be doing right now? I'm writing a 6-8 page paper for my mythology class. Yupp, and I chose the prompt that has to do with withdrawal and ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,
     How are you? I'm doing pretty well and I'm much happier. My mom is recovering (after only three chemo treatments!). I have dear siblings and friends who support me. And I have a boyfriend who supports me and loves me and that I can count on. A friend but to a whole other level.

And it feels right.

But are there really others who ( Read more... )