i have been weepy wanda lately. i went an entire summer without shedding a tear and now it's my life story. everything... just everything. and only everything... it could be worse, i suppose ( Read more... )

good god! i am so sick of myspace advertising telling me about how fat i am and what to do about it. fuck you!

burn your skinny jeans.

the first thoughts that come into my mind are always the wrong ones. because, you know, i know the difference between wrong and right. there is an equation, after all. now that i know it, my life is perfect ( Read more... )

this is indeed the largest, tallest, scariest, most intimidating, etc. writing block ever. or just Block in general. i have done absolutely nothing in the vein of school since march 2008. i can't find the will to work on anything... but as to "why," this is becoming less and less of an elusive mystery. working through these reasons-- which has been ( Read more... )

mangerial duties and high-priced education. make a mark, then a dash and what do you call those things? you know, the ones that come in pair of fives? there is some 3 cent words attached to it... them... whatever ( Read more... )

i am feeling more sensitive than usual these days ( Read more... )

rules, niceties, norms, guidelines ( Read more... )

wet grass, tired feet,
doors are open to revolve,
grounded by dreaming.

childlike patience,
and pulled to the rock by gravity,
it's only life.

astro gaps are thirsty,
exploration is wanting,
untied, free to roam.

new faces, spaces,
time, birth, death,
regeneration becomes me.

crafting intution,
desiring lucidity,
one day at a time.

i hate that title, but oh well ( Read more... )

something is strange in the sky... in between spaces. a passive intensity. feeling hungover for the last few days... haven't had a drink since saturday. it's tuesday. and tomorrow is wednesday... and then next week will be here. moment by moment... all colliding and colluding into a mad web of inextricable contingencies. they're all the same. or ( Read more... )