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proclamation to self:
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and all it took was moving to LA
so somewhere in the span of the next 2 weeks, i'm pretty sure i'm going to have i am going to have a boyfriend who ( Read more... ) -
a choice quote (from my guru, kevin marshall)
"In hopes of protecting our emotions, we build brick walls in every ( Read more... ) -
Oh, No,
uh-oh, my life is starting to feel scripted again..... -
but a thug changes, and love changes, and best friends become strangers
appa died. he was a good little hedgehog. tonite is his funeral. i'm very relieved ( Read more... ) -
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whether living your life by soundtrack or simply making a mix CD, you can't ONLY listen to heavy music or ONLY listen to music you can dance to or ONLY listen to sad-sack dirges. You need to layer it, add some hip hop, add some hardcore, slow it down with pedro the lion's quiet intensity. you need to build it up with some repetitive but interesting ( Read more... ) -
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friday nite I had a very lengthy, rambling, epic dream. it was the kind of dream you could only believe made sense while you were dreaming it, as you realized upon waking that it was actually a nonsensical string of disconnected, smaller dreams your sleepy mind had integrated ( Read more... ) -
sometimes i want to go back in time
and tell all the boys who wanted me to lose weight when i was a size 14 or even a size 16 ( Read more... ) -
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i'm having a hard time with life. i'm not depressed or anything - it's purely circumstantial. basically, I have applied to every single job I am ostensibly qualified for. this includes jobs in the field of education, childcare, writing, retail, hospitality, and other areas we will not discuss. if something works out in those areas, let's just say I ( Read more... ) -
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I need to find a way to write here. my life somehow feels like it no longer fits in this space ( Read more... )