Okay, so I've been getting a couple notes and IMs with people asking where the hell I am. I sent out a mass email a few weeks ago but I realize not everyone got it, I don't have everyone's email, and its been a while. So, here is my update ( Read more... )

This is a week late, but I was having LJ issues ( Read more... )

Here I am talking about what I am calling a civilized propaganda myth (CPM). We all know what these words mean separately, but to clarify, I mean that the culture of civilization created this particular myth, one of the foundation myths, to spread its ideas and beliefs in order to further its cause, even though evidence is lacking for the idea or ( Read more... )

I was totally planning on posting an up-date to finally let people know what has been going on over here, but something at work pissed me off royally so I'm going to bitch about that instead ( Read more... )

Today is Christmas, so what does that mean? It means a day of lies, hollow celebrations, and inapproperiate gifts. But it also means an END to all of that for another year. End end to the ridiculous Santa crap. An end to the Jesus bull. And an end to the beyond irritating music that insists that EVERYONE MUST celebrate or be a part of xmas in ( Read more... )

Hello all. I know that I haven't written shit in here in ages. And I don't even have time to do so now, so this will be short. I'm currently working 2 jobs while taking 2 courses, and I should be starting a 3rd job (until my other job's notice period is up) shortly. My laptop crashed a few weeks ago, and is probably not worth fixing. The ( Read more... )

After reading this, I never want to hear someone stupid enough to tell me that women were designed, created, or meant to have babies ( Read more... )

I have come to realize that I'm not as strong as I used to think I was. It took a beautiful 5'1" woman to break down all my defenses, and while I don't regret giving her my heart for a second, I can't understand how it's been over a year now and I still cry. I've finally accepted that we can't be together. Part of me has even come to believe we ( Read more... )

It's been one year to the day, almost to the hour, that my world crash.

I still can't really believed this has happened to us. We've gone through a lot in the past year, and its caused damage I fear can't be undone. But I hope we can overcome, and keep the connection we've always had.

Unhappy anniversary ;-(

Abby, our miniture poodle, was put down on Monday, Jan. 30th, 2006. She would have been 17 the first week of April. She was deaf and blind, and dislocated her hip a few months before. It healed alright, but according to my mother, had begun not holding her up again recently. She also stopped eatting, even though she was generally a pig, and ( Read more... )