Today is the day that it's been exactly 6 months since April and I broke up. We had dinner tonight and both ended up crying. Gods I miss her. I'd do anything, anything, to have one more chance.
Well at least you guys are still friends. All the same I can emphasis. I am here if you need to talk. My best advice is to give it more time to let the past be healed.
The problem is, with our friendship and us getting along, it's actually just reinforcing my feelings for her. And she's sort of leading me on in a way too, though I don't believe it's intentional, I think its just because she still has feelings there as well. It's been bugging me a lot lately so today I put myself out there and told her exactly how I felt. I received the response I was expecting, but afraid of. I was rejected again. I think I need space. So that it doesn't hurt so much just to see her. I can't stand the ache.
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