Scene Queen Primer PART TWO!
This is it, you guys. I'm finally done. I'm so proud of it. I love these girls so freaking much, and I wanted to do them justice. I hope I did.
Part One Part One Continued
Post Breakup Audrey
Audrey, if it's even possible, got even MORE angry and jaded after she stopped being friends with Jac.
She apparently threw herself pretty hardcore into modeling.
Which paid off pretty well when she started modeling (HIDEOUS CLOTHING, OH MY GOD, THESE CLOTHES ARE SO UGLY) for New York Couture.
At some point she dyes her hair the famous pink that everyone knows and loves. Well, that everyone knows, anyways.
She dated Escape the Fate’s Ronnie Radke for like, six months to a year between summer 2006 and summer 2007. EVERYTHING IS VERY UNCLEAR. But they dated.
But she hasn't dated anyone since. I doubt she has the time, honestly? Half her buzznet entries talk about not sleeping, or being relieved to get a few hours of sleep.
For the most part, she's just been modeling. She's made it to the runway, which is incredibly awesome and I'm totally proud of her.
High fashion looks ridiculous! But she's still so pretty.
SO FIERCE. THERE IS STILL A LION WITHIN HER!
Sometimes lions use guns! Little known fact.
I FIND IT HARD TO COMMENT ON THESE PICTURES BECAUSE ALL I WANT TO SAY IS "OH BABY" AND HUG HER HARD.
It's like she's the prettiest princess at the baaaaall.
AUDREY SPARKLES LIKE A FAIRY!
God, she looks so pretty in black and white.
DON'T EVEN TRY TO DENY IT.
You guys, I already have two Skelanimals because of this girl, not to mention the insane amounts of clothing and other merch. And I really want a pink Skelanimal now. It’s so awful. I'm the kind of person that falls for subliminal advertising EVERY SINGLE TIME.
Audrey without makeup! I STILL THINK SHE’S BEAUTIFUL. But, you know, I’m a little biased on account of being her stalker.
Audrey was involved with Zui Suicide (from the Suicide Girls) in a project called Trashy Life from about October 2006 to August 2007. (Audrey and Zui stopped being friends. Naturally.)
Zui is apparently continuing Trashy Life without Audrey, but I never cared much for Zui, so I have no idea what’s going on with that.
Audrey’s own thoughts on her inability to keep friends:
im known for not putting up with bullshit and cutting people out soon as they start to pull that..(meaning "im a bad friend" or as i like to call it "someone as pathetic as you isnt going to try and fuck me over anymore") i have been trying to change my ways and give people more chances. all im doing is setting myself up for more of a let down.
sometimes in life you have to hurt yourself. you have to put yourself in a situation you know you will be hurt in your mind and soul. certain situations in life are much like drugs, they are bad for you, causing pain and taking over your life spiritual sense... yet you still enable yourself to keep going back for more.
i would be lying to you and myself if i said i was going to ever change.
(I don’t know if you guys have noticed, but this girl is severely fucked up, and I kind of love her for it. Hell, I seriously love her for it. I just want to sit her down and work through her issues, because I don’t think anyone ever has.)
i can kick your ass if i need too, but i would much rather love you.
dont think about yesterday because you will never go back.. unnless of course you find the fluxcapasitor then call me.
I think she regrets a lot. Or would if she let herself. I look at her and see this complete internal sadness and I suppose that’s why I’m able to forgive her for being so horrible to all of her friends.
i hold no ones hand .. no one held mine and i turned out ok.
being dependant on anything is a curse.
I love her so much, ugh. She works incredibly hard as a model, is definitely not someone I’d consider a groupie (unless dating three dudes in the past like, four years is equal to groupie status) and despite her incredibly fucked up world view, she’s still someone I have high hopes for. She’s 22 years old. She still has time to change.
BUT OKAY. Enough gushing about my Tragic Audrey.
Post Breakup Hanna Beth
Hanna Beth continued to model! Lucky for all of us. I WOULD HAVE MISSED THIS FACE.
She got a job modeling for Skelanimals, which she's still doing now as far as I can tell.
EEEEEEEE FANGS UP! HANNA BETH LOVES COBRA STARSHIP TOO, BECAUSE SHE'S AWESOME.
no one likes a girl who speaks her mind. everyone prefers someone who just sits there and listens. not me, i have an opinion about everything.. tuff love. i wear too many rings and and have a million bracelets on my left wrist. i sleep in all of them, they have become apart of me.
CUPCAKE TATTOO! How can you not fall in love with a girl that literally wants a cupcake on her wrist forever? She's so freaking adorable.
MAYBE HANNA BETH IS A JUNGLE CAT. MAYBE THESE GIRLS ARE ALL JUST THAT FIERCE.
And also hot, wow.
where do i even begin.. lately my mind has been racing, and i can't seem to get it to stop. never a dull moment.. i miss the hot summers in east hampton where i would lay in this big white room, listening to the sound of the waves crashing and the music of ryan adams. los angeles.. i can't seem to find peace.. even when i have down time, it seems fake.. i need to relax..
Hanna Beth dated Martin Johnson from Boys Like Girls from sometime in the summer of 2007 to around November. They apparently broke up because he cheated on her, which makes me like him a lot less. SHE IS SO ADORABLE AND GORGEOUS, AND MAYBE NOW I SHALL HAVE TO SLAP MARTIN UPSIDE THE HEAD WITH A WET NOODLE.
...okay, but they were super cute while they lasted.
Whatever though, Hanna's too hot for him. AND ALSO GETS AN EVEN MORE ADORABLE BOYFRIEND SOON! (Spoiler!)
Regardless of how you feel inside, always try to look like a winner. Even if you are behind, a sustained look of control and confidence can give you a mental edge that results in victory. My lips at chapped, I feel like I just ran a mile and i'm craving a peach smoothie. Good-Afternoon Los Angeles..
BEST FACE EVER. I AM GOING TO GO DO SOME IMPRESSIONS OF THIS, EXCUSE ME A MINUTE.
Hanna Beth is seriously just so pretty and sweet and one of the absolute cutest people EVER EVER. I love her unconditionally, guys, I really do.
AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH WITH TRACE CYRUS. They've been dating since around January of 2008 and they're so freaking amazing. (Trace is from the band Metro Station, and is also TOTALLY HANNAH MONTANA'S BROTHER AND BILLY RAY'S SON, IN CASE YOU WERE NOT AWARE.)
LOOK AT THEIR HATS! I HOPE THEY STAY TOGETHER FOREVER AND HAVE ADORABLY STRANGE BABIES AND ALSO MAYBE HAVE DANCE PARTIES. JUST BECAUSE I LOVE DANCE PARTIES.
Hanna Beth and Audrey
Audrey: hanna is my west coast terror twin.
Audrey and Hanna Beth basically seemed to become best friends after they stopped being friends with Jac. THEIR FRIENDSHIP WAS WONDERFUL AND CUTE BUT IT IS NOT AS AWESOME AS JAC AND AUDREY :(
They are, however, freaking gorgeous. So that's cool!
They went on Warped Tour 2007 to meet and sign things for their fans. Because they're sweet! LIKE CANDY. LET ME LICK THEM.
One thing I've hardcore noticed about Audrey is that she rarely smiles, and most of the times that I HAVE seen her smiling have been with Jac or Hanna. UH, SO I GUESS IT'S REALLY NOT GOOD THAT SHE'S NOT FRIENDS WITH EITHER OF THEM ANYMORE. Oh baby.
They were friends with Jeffree Star for a little while! (Unfortunately. This is the biggest reason why Audrey and Hanna Beth aren't friends anymore. I'LL GET BACK TO THIS LATER.)
It makes me so sad to look at them now. LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY WERE. Going shopping together!
Getting drunk together!
Modeling together!
...shooting things together? WELL, YOU GET THE IDEA.
This was, unfortunately, the last thing Audrey and Hanna did together.
OKAY, SO, THE JEFFREE STAR STORY. Basically, Audrey had apparently been jealous of Jeffree and Hanna's friendship and had been keeping them apart by telling Hanna that Jeffree had been talking shit about her and vice versa. Hanna Beth ran into Jeffree at a party on Valentine's Day this year and they talked and figured out exactly what Audrey had done.
And apparently, Jac was ALSO at this party, and she and Hanna reunited and are besties again! Which is pretty cool, except for how I'm shaking my head sadly and thinking "Oh Audrey."
BUT LET'S TALK ABOUT JAC NOW!
Post Breakup Jac
Jac continued to take (awesome, shut up) pictures of herself!
Annnd party with her friends! (While looking SUPER CUTE!)
And randomly hang out with William Beckett? Actually, she's pretty good friends with Beckett, and Gym Class Heroes, as far as I can tell.
She had a cameo in a Cobra Starship video too!
She also manufactures her own line of bracelets. (I OWN THE RUTHLESS BRACELET, I AM SUCH A SUCKER.)
She also makes t-shirts! I do not own this. Yet.
Although for the most part, Jac disappeared from livejournal and the scene for 2007. I assume she spent most of her time studying in college!
Or just being a giant dork, whichever.
But she’s finally posting more in 2008, which is awesome for me, because like, 1/4 of my time is spent stalking her!
playing music gives you this feeling, this emotion, that nothing else can. it gives you peace, it gives you control, it gives you serenity. it makes you feel accomplished, and productive, and just...content. i don't know how to explain it, but i just feel at one with myself and the universe and the music and everything. this is just what i needed. the music will never leave you, it will never backstab you, it will never make you cry (well, you know, it won't yell at you or anything), it will always be there, ready to hug you with open arms.
its summer and i'm living it up. i started interning at the radio station KROQ here in LA. it's great, and i'm so stoked to be meeting all the sweet people that work there. i've been hanging out with lots of new friends. distancing myself from people who brought me down. its funny how meeting such legit people made me realize how others have completely used me for who i know. being heartless and using your "friends" as steps to get further in life is going to come back and bite you in the ass. karma never fails.
After Ryan and I broke up (what was this, like two years ago?), I started getting really emotionally attached to guys really fast. I’d rely on others to make me feel beautiful and complete. And I don’t know what it is, but over the past few months, I’ve just learned to not give a flying shit about guys. (And honestly, why would I? You're all a bunch of damn baboons.) I don’t NEED a boyfriend. I need to focus on ME. I know I’m beautiful. I know I’m happy. You don't need to tell me twice. And that’s a stupendous thing.
JAC VANEK IS BASICALLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL HIPPIE IN ALL THE WORLD. I could ramble on and on about how I think she's this amazing, strong person with goals and intelligence and just, everything, but. I think you can probably tell by now how I feel about her. (And hopefully you can tell WHY.) Just, *heaaaaaarts*.
Jac and Hanna Beth
Jac: I’m so happy to have Hanna back in my life. We get along so well its insane…its like we were never apart! She’s finally rid herself of so much negative energy. I feel like we all have grown and matured so much, and we’re all going in the same direction.
Yes, that is Gabe.
I don't know what, if anything, is going to happen in the future with Audrey. But I know that I love these girls completely, no matter what they do or how stupid they are. They're beautiful, they're human, and they deserve the best. I truly believe that.
♥
Part One Part One Continued
Post Breakup Audrey
Audrey, if it's even possible, got even MORE angry and jaded after she stopped being friends with Jac.
She apparently threw herself pretty hardcore into modeling.
Which paid off pretty well when she started modeling (HIDEOUS CLOTHING, OH MY GOD, THESE CLOTHES ARE SO UGLY) for New York Couture.
At some point she dyes her hair the famous pink that everyone knows and loves. Well, that everyone knows, anyways.
She dated Escape the Fate’s Ronnie Radke for like, six months to a year between summer 2006 and summer 2007. EVERYTHING IS VERY UNCLEAR. But they dated.
But she hasn't dated anyone since. I doubt she has the time, honestly? Half her buzznet entries talk about not sleeping, or being relieved to get a few hours of sleep.
For the most part, she's just been modeling. She's made it to the runway, which is incredibly awesome and I'm totally proud of her.
High fashion looks ridiculous! But she's still so pretty.
SO FIERCE. THERE IS STILL A LION WITHIN HER!
Sometimes lions use guns! Little known fact.
I FIND IT HARD TO COMMENT ON THESE PICTURES BECAUSE ALL I WANT TO SAY IS "OH BABY" AND HUG HER HARD.
It's like she's the prettiest princess at the baaaaall.
AUDREY SPARKLES LIKE A FAIRY!
God, she looks so pretty in black and white.
DON'T EVEN TRY TO DENY IT.
You guys, I already have two Skelanimals because of this girl, not to mention the insane amounts of clothing and other merch. And I really want a pink Skelanimal now. It’s so awful. I'm the kind of person that falls for subliminal advertising EVERY SINGLE TIME.
Audrey without makeup! I STILL THINK SHE’S BEAUTIFUL. But, you know, I’m a little biased on account of being her stalker.
Audrey was involved with Zui Suicide (from the Suicide Girls) in a project called Trashy Life from about October 2006 to August 2007. (Audrey and Zui stopped being friends. Naturally.)
Zui is apparently continuing Trashy Life without Audrey, but I never cared much for Zui, so I have no idea what’s going on with that.
Audrey’s own thoughts on her inability to keep friends:
im known for not putting up with bullshit and cutting people out soon as they start to pull that..(meaning "im a bad friend" or as i like to call it "someone as pathetic as you isnt going to try and fuck me over anymore") i have been trying to change my ways and give people more chances. all im doing is setting myself up for more of a let down.
sometimes in life you have to hurt yourself. you have to put yourself in a situation you know you will be hurt in your mind and soul. certain situations in life are much like drugs, they are bad for you, causing pain and taking over your life spiritual sense... yet you still enable yourself to keep going back for more.
i would be lying to you and myself if i said i was going to ever change.
(I don’t know if you guys have noticed, but this girl is severely fucked up, and I kind of love her for it. Hell, I seriously love her for it. I just want to sit her down and work through her issues, because I don’t think anyone ever has.)
i can kick your ass if i need too, but i would much rather love you.
dont think about yesterday because you will never go back.. unnless of course you find the fluxcapasitor then call me.
I think she regrets a lot. Or would if she let herself. I look at her and see this complete internal sadness and I suppose that’s why I’m able to forgive her for being so horrible to all of her friends.
i hold no ones hand .. no one held mine and i turned out ok.
being dependant on anything is a curse.
I love her so much, ugh. She works incredibly hard as a model, is definitely not someone I’d consider a groupie (unless dating three dudes in the past like, four years is equal to groupie status) and despite her incredibly fucked up world view, she’s still someone I have high hopes for. She’s 22 years old. She still has time to change.
BUT OKAY. Enough gushing about my Tragic Audrey.
Post Breakup Hanna Beth
Hanna Beth continued to model! Lucky for all of us. I WOULD HAVE MISSED THIS FACE.
She got a job modeling for Skelanimals, which she's still doing now as far as I can tell.
EEEEEEEE FANGS UP! HANNA BETH LOVES COBRA STARSHIP TOO, BECAUSE SHE'S AWESOME.
no one likes a girl who speaks her mind. everyone prefers someone who just sits there and listens. not me, i have an opinion about everything.. tuff love. i wear too many rings and and have a million bracelets on my left wrist. i sleep in all of them, they have become apart of me.
CUPCAKE TATTOO! How can you not fall in love with a girl that literally wants a cupcake on her wrist forever? She's so freaking adorable.
MAYBE HANNA BETH IS A JUNGLE CAT. MAYBE THESE GIRLS ARE ALL JUST THAT FIERCE.
And also hot, wow.
where do i even begin.. lately my mind has been racing, and i can't seem to get it to stop. never a dull moment.. i miss the hot summers in east hampton where i would lay in this big white room, listening to the sound of the waves crashing and the music of ryan adams. los angeles.. i can't seem to find peace.. even when i have down time, it seems fake.. i need to relax..
Hanna Beth dated Martin Johnson from Boys Like Girls from sometime in the summer of 2007 to around November. They apparently broke up because he cheated on her, which makes me like him a lot less. SHE IS SO ADORABLE AND GORGEOUS, AND MAYBE NOW I SHALL HAVE TO SLAP MARTIN UPSIDE THE HEAD WITH A WET NOODLE.
...okay, but they were super cute while they lasted.
Whatever though, Hanna's too hot for him. AND ALSO GETS AN EVEN MORE ADORABLE BOYFRIEND SOON! (Spoiler!)
Regardless of how you feel inside, always try to look like a winner. Even if you are behind, a sustained look of control and confidence can give you a mental edge that results in victory. My lips at chapped, I feel like I just ran a mile and i'm craving a peach smoothie. Good-Afternoon Los Angeles..
BEST FACE EVER. I AM GOING TO GO DO SOME IMPRESSIONS OF THIS, EXCUSE ME A MINUTE.
Hanna Beth is seriously just so pretty and sweet and one of the absolute cutest people EVER EVER. I love her unconditionally, guys, I really do.
AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH WITH TRACE CYRUS. They've been dating since around January of 2008 and they're so freaking amazing. (Trace is from the band Metro Station, and is also TOTALLY HANNAH MONTANA'S BROTHER AND BILLY RAY'S SON, IN CASE YOU WERE NOT AWARE.)
LOOK AT THEIR HATS! I HOPE THEY STAY TOGETHER FOREVER AND HAVE ADORABLY STRANGE BABIES AND ALSO MAYBE HAVE DANCE PARTIES. JUST BECAUSE I LOVE DANCE PARTIES.
Hanna Beth and Audrey
Audrey: hanna is my west coast terror twin.
Audrey and Hanna Beth basically seemed to become best friends after they stopped being friends with Jac. THEIR FRIENDSHIP WAS WONDERFUL AND CUTE BUT IT IS NOT AS AWESOME AS JAC AND AUDREY :(
They are, however, freaking gorgeous. So that's cool!
They went on Warped Tour 2007 to meet and sign things for their fans. Because they're sweet! LIKE CANDY. LET ME LICK THEM.
One thing I've hardcore noticed about Audrey is that she rarely smiles, and most of the times that I HAVE seen her smiling have been with Jac or Hanna. UH, SO I GUESS IT'S REALLY NOT GOOD THAT SHE'S NOT FRIENDS WITH EITHER OF THEM ANYMORE. Oh baby.
They were friends with Jeffree Star for a little while! (Unfortunately. This is the biggest reason why Audrey and Hanna Beth aren't friends anymore. I'LL GET BACK TO THIS LATER.)
It makes me so sad to look at them now. LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY WERE. Going shopping together!
Getting drunk together!
Modeling together!
...shooting things together? WELL, YOU GET THE IDEA.
This was, unfortunately, the last thing Audrey and Hanna did together.
OKAY, SO, THE JEFFREE STAR STORY. Basically, Audrey had apparently been jealous of Jeffree and Hanna's friendship and had been keeping them apart by telling Hanna that Jeffree had been talking shit about her and vice versa. Hanna Beth ran into Jeffree at a party on Valentine's Day this year and they talked and figured out exactly what Audrey had done.
And apparently, Jac was ALSO at this party, and she and Hanna reunited and are besties again! Which is pretty cool, except for how I'm shaking my head sadly and thinking "Oh Audrey."
BUT LET'S TALK ABOUT JAC NOW!
Post Breakup Jac
Jac continued to take (awesome, shut up) pictures of herself!
Annnd party with her friends! (While looking SUPER CUTE!)
And randomly hang out with William Beckett? Actually, she's pretty good friends with Beckett, and Gym Class Heroes, as far as I can tell.
She had a cameo in a Cobra Starship video too!
She also manufactures her own line of bracelets. (I OWN THE RUTHLESS BRACELET, I AM SUCH A SUCKER.)
She also makes t-shirts! I do not own this. Yet.
Although for the most part, Jac disappeared from livejournal and the scene for 2007. I assume she spent most of her time studying in college!
Or just being a giant dork, whichever.
But she’s finally posting more in 2008, which is awesome for me, because like, 1/4 of my time is spent stalking her!
playing music gives you this feeling, this emotion, that nothing else can. it gives you peace, it gives you control, it gives you serenity. it makes you feel accomplished, and productive, and just...content. i don't know how to explain it, but i just feel at one with myself and the universe and the music and everything. this is just what i needed. the music will never leave you, it will never backstab you, it will never make you cry (well, you know, it won't yell at you or anything), it will always be there, ready to hug you with open arms.
its summer and i'm living it up. i started interning at the radio station KROQ here in LA. it's great, and i'm so stoked to be meeting all the sweet people that work there. i've been hanging out with lots of new friends. distancing myself from people who brought me down. its funny how meeting such legit people made me realize how others have completely used me for who i know. being heartless and using your "friends" as steps to get further in life is going to come back and bite you in the ass. karma never fails.
After Ryan and I broke up (what was this, like two years ago?), I started getting really emotionally attached to guys really fast. I’d rely on others to make me feel beautiful and complete. And I don’t know what it is, but over the past few months, I’ve just learned to not give a flying shit about guys. (And honestly, why would I? You're all a bunch of damn baboons.) I don’t NEED a boyfriend. I need to focus on ME. I know I’m beautiful. I know I’m happy. You don't need to tell me twice. And that’s a stupendous thing.
JAC VANEK IS BASICALLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL HIPPIE IN ALL THE WORLD. I could ramble on and on about how I think she's this amazing, strong person with goals and intelligence and just, everything, but. I think you can probably tell by now how I feel about her. (And hopefully you can tell WHY.) Just, *heaaaaaarts*.
Jac and Hanna Beth
Jac: I’m so happy to have Hanna back in my life. We get along so well its insane…its like we were never apart! She’s finally rid herself of so much negative energy. I feel like we all have grown and matured so much, and we’re all going in the same direction.
Yes, that is Gabe.
I don't know what, if anything, is going to happen in the future with Audrey. But I know that I love these girls completely, no matter what they do or how stupid they are. They're beautiful, they're human, and they deserve the best. I truly believe that.
♥