One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise made
Four hands and then away
Both under influence
We had divine scent
To know what to say
Mind is a razorblade

To call for hands of above, to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

One night of magic rush
The start: a simpel touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief
Ten days of ( Read more... )

Hollow man,
Life's so bland
All these mistakes
Don't equate
To food on the table
A horse in the stable
There's no ups to these downs
Smiles to the frown
The thorns on the crown
Don't hurt when you're in the ground.

I feel like going and blowing some money on keno two spot.

I'm feeling seriously tired when I've done seriously nothing.

Sleep.

I slept most of today, so I will struggle to sleep tonight. Weekend was not so bad, I met this girl last week and I met up with her again last night. Nothing too serious really. Just hooked up both times. She seems nice though she sent me a text saying that she just broke up with a guy after four years that has the same name as me, just first name ( Read more... )

I pulled a decent day on Tuesday. I came so close to the big one. But I still got something. Something that helps to get me over the hump a little.

I'll keep kicking for now I guess.

It doesn't matter what happens really. If people don't talk to you, they don't talk to you. If there is nothing in common, then what can you do. I'm an outsider. Thats the way it is.

Killer song ( Read more... )

Working at the hostel at nights, I'm losing the war. I guess things aren't happening for me. Even though I'm only going to be there casually, it is run like shit and it will be hard for a new person to come in and lay down any kind of law ( Read more... )

So I'm sick of work. Sick of it. I'm yet to take a sick day, which is strange, because I like to take them, but because I work nights, it just doesn't seem possible. Everyone else takes them though, in the two and a bit months I've been there, at least twice a week someone is sick and its usually someone on my shift ( Read more... )

In the event of going out by one's self it is best if you didn't unless you have friends out, are in the right frame of mind and aren't highly critical of the populous that you may encounter ( Read more... )