Sorry to anyone who's had to deal with my ridiculousness.... 3 more days and I'll get to see everyone. Thank god... Im going insane.

Last night, someone I was not expecting visited me on my dreams. It was some kind of surprise, the kind that is sweet while it lasts, and then when its gone... it stabs you from the back. Last night you visited me, and you knew -i know you know- that I didnt want you to come over. You looked real pretty... it made me smile. I fell for it, really. ( Read more... )

It seems like nowadays, happiness isn't an option.

it sucks when you know its coming.. from then on everything goes down hill.... then you just dont want it to stop going down hill, and then finally u dont give a damn if it goes uphill or downhill because you're way mentally drained and just want to die to get it over with.

wow... oh wow. There has been so muchb going on lately, my life is quite a mess, kinda like a beautiful mess but it gets ugly sometimes. I dont know what to make of everything... an I dont know what to think of things. I feel like im loosing my mind, like people still come to the good 'ol Rafael for advice, or other things, and I just cant handle ( Read more... )

This is what next semester is gonna look like...

Monday - Painting I (9am-3pm - 6hr class)
Tuesday- Sculptural Forms (4pm-10pm - 6hr class)
Wednesday- Phenomena of Color (8:30 am- 1:00 pm - 4 1/2 hr class), and Art matters (4pm-7pm 3hr class)
Thursday- Drawing II (9am-3pm - 6 hr class)
Friday- OFF! YAY!

hmmm its gonna b a tough semester!

I love hour and a half-long phone calls..specially when its someone you really care about.

Things are just weird..... i dont know, EVERYONE is going home this weekend because its our fall break... like literally everyone.. including the ppl who live in freking kentucky or South Dakota! But im staying here.. and there is absolutely nothign to do for five days. Johns gone, Dannys gone, Kelly's gone, both my roomates are gone, Andrews gone ( Read more... )

My birthday is in like a few hours... Im gonna be 18. But its strange bc i dont really care. I dont want gifts, i dont care if ppl remember or not, i dont care if im "legal" or not, or if i can buy cigarretes and porn or not.... I guess its just the fact that i dont have my loud family around telling me that my birthday is coming up and stuff.... ( Read more... )

SOOO i havent updaed this in sooo long. Weekends aight so far. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much hw. For elements of visual thinking I covered emily's torso with plaster... yes, titties and everything. And added lots of plaster on the belly and made a mold of naked pregnan woman.. now i have to cover it with some material that is an atual linear point, ( Read more... )