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I'm ready to go to school. I dont know if I can put up with with all this summer BS anymore. I just feel so beat and burned out. I feel like im just going to explode any time soon ( Read more... )

Have you ever wished you just werent alive? yup thats me..... have you ever realized that you tend to fuck things up way too often? yup thats me....have you ever wished for something so badly that you end up crying at a playground because you're wishing for impossible things? Have you ever worked so hard for something knowing that you wont get ( Read more... )

So im working 2 jobs.... im working at a restaurant thursday trhough saturday at night and sundays from 10am to 10 pm... they pay me $9 an hour. now I got a second job at aeropostale for $7.50 and i would work a few days and maybe have one day off a week or something ( Read more... )

i hate my life right now.

I wrote this on myspace... but I dont feel like re-writting so im just copying it ( Read more... )

im falling asleep.....and I still have a couple more hours of painting. garrr and I cant find a staple gun to stretch my canvas, why cant I just buy a premade canvas???? (yes i know the answer is "bc they suck and they're nver tight enough) but thing is i dont wanna paint ever again in my life. Today I spent like 22 bucks on 6 cheets of nice arches ( Read more... )

i hardly ever update this anymore... to those who didnt know now i just update myspace blogs. Anywas, Its been an amazing semester so far. My classes are extra hard, my schedule is extra crazy, and the hw is extra ridiculous. I have amazing friends and I have been having such a good time with them. I met someone who makes me smile so much and who ( Read more... )

Today I was walking back from a restaurant to my car and this girl runs by me.. she was in a hurry, clearly. I walk one more block and i find a 100 dollar bill on the floor, lift it and there were 4 more inside.... there were 500 bucks. So i start walking to the police station which was right accross from the parking lot, but when I turn around... ( Read more... )

I....... I dont know anymore. Like.... i dont know what to say, or what to think. I have so many things that I want to write down right now but, i dont know if I can truly put it into words. What I'm feeling is way too powerful....and it isnt nice. I didnt know such feeling could even be felt by someone. I feel like I have been killed but Im still ( Read more... )