It's so typical that, now that I want something, I can't have it. At this moment, it's school. And because I want it so much my jaw hurts, life takes a big ol' crap on me ( Read more... )

OK, to be realistic, I was at maybe three and a half. But you know that saying, 'when it rains it pours'? It's pouring on me now.

I started to worry that I wasn't as in love with him as I thought I was after we talked so liberally about spending the rest of our lives together. I got scared that I made myself believe I cared about him more than I really did ( Read more... )

Today is my one-year anniversary with A. God, that feels weird to say! I never thought that he would ever give me the time of day after the disastrous bad date we had four years ago but now we've been together for twelve lovely months ( Read more... )

For six years or so, he was my best friend. I've told him things that almost no one knows about me. We've said horrible things to each other and still managed to stay friends. We dated, broke up, and still remained friends. Throughout insecure girlfriends, we've still been friends. But everything we've been through has not made our relationship ( Read more... )

I hate the speech that you get at one point in your life that goes along the lines of this ( Read more... )

Apparently, I can make them. And they actually do lead you somewhere. Amazing, yeah?

I am so sick of all this bullshit about "protecting marriage" when it comes to the gay community. What are we protecting it from? It's not like straight people are doing all that fine of a job when it comes to marriage so that can't be it. It can't be the legal or religious rights considering many people aren't religious and many don't give a shit ( Read more... )

I refuse to concede defeat so gracefully this time. I will not accept it with a shrug and turn my cheek and pretend like it doesn't matter to me. This time, it does. A lot ( Read more... )

I guess I haven't reached the level of maturity yet when I can be totally comfortable with evidence of his exes being tucked around his room. It's not really any of my business if he wants to keep letters or pictures or other mementos from relationships past in a box in his closet. Hell, I have my share of tokens from ex-boyfriends, some that would ( Read more... )