so... i don't know what the hell is my problem... i am so nostalgic lately. i miss brad. a lot. and i don't know why. i havent really thought about him any more then ive thought about most of my other lost friends, but... he suddenly popped into my head one day and i cant get him back out of there again. and i am way too chicken to im or email him ( Read more... )

I'm finding my way back to sanity again ( Read more... )

So denied ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

ok so i already had this stupid thing posted once.... this is a totally random, perverted, kinky, and twisted conversation my sister and i had after i watched the season premiere of nip/tuck... if you arent into any of those things then just quit reading right now... however, if you have my livejournal name you have to be a friend and since none of ( Read more... )

how do you get that lonely ( Read more... )

so wow. it's been a little while since i've posted anything and i must admit that my mood has changed quite a bit. i no longer hate the person that i hated and things are back to being quite normal with all that. well, as normal as they can ever be with us anyhow. we've been talking everyday for quite extensive periods of time which is really nice ( Read more... )

to be honest, i hate you tonight. you don't deserve my tears and you don't deserve the pain i am experiencing. i said you were an asshole and for the first time in my life, i meant it. it isnt the fact that you dont love me the way that i love you. i've known that for years and have, more or less, accepted that's how things are. it's the way you ( Read more... )

so i've been really busy today. woke up, showered, got ready according to saturday guidelines (which means really light make-up but definitely nothing done with the hair except some kind of a loose knot to hold it all out of my face), got gracie ready and quick ate something for breakfast. then we proceeded to bring hannah and clayton to white ( Read more... )

so i think that i caught cabin fever at the holiday inn. three days of sitting on my ass listening to inspirational librarian chatter finally drove me over the edge! i need to get out somewhere and do something but i am just so damn tired and i have a responsibility to stay here and take care of my baby girl who missed me a lot while i was working ( Read more... )