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nights
I'm begining to feel a little like I'm always dreaming. Things keep happening that make me feel very much like I've simply never woken up. Randome really cute guys actually wanting to be with me, and see me is so odd. It just can't be realistic. I mean even the letdowns feel much like someone talking to me in a dream. It could also be that my ( Read more... ) -
Grrr
I need to feel at least a little wanted. I just really want cuddles. I know its just pathetic but still. It makes me sad that just cuddles seem to hard for anyone. Just sad..... Oh well... :(
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Grrr
I need to feel at least a little wanted. I just really want cuddles. I know its just pathetic but still. It makes me sad that just cuddles seem to hard for anyone. Just sad..... Oh well... :(
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Dawn aproches
Night is done
Till the star step oe'r her way
None have yet turned her gaze
Her path layed out
Her fate obeyed
So as she moves cross the sky
She hap's to glimps fair Eventide
Then with blush across her cheek
She remembers the veiled embrace
Her beloveds lips upon her neck
The Lord of Dreams eclips her
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Ages
Wow its been a really long time since I posted any thing here. Probably because I'm getting older and I'm starting to learn that it doesn't matter what the world makes of you, its all about what you make of it. I moved most of my confused thoughts to private journals that really are only there so I can take them out for awhile and bounce them ( Read more... ) -
to begin again
so now that I know know one looks at this I may start using it again. I've recently come to the conclusion that the worst thing for me to do right now is talk to people who tear me down, I almost went out and did something stupid yesterday because I was so upset by what someone said to me. Said I was a drama queen and everything had to be about me ( Read more... ) -
the truth about where I am
I am lost, and everyone knows that.... I am hated by a few and I don't udnerstand it because I did everything to avoid it, I always do everything to avoid it. This time I stood up for myself and my heart. I guess I get a little plesure out of this, knowing I was right when everyone told me to suck it up and stand up for myself.... they were wrong, ( Read more... ) -
sbring break 1 part b
ok I need to appologise for my entry to the public yesterday, I was frusterated and tierd for resons other then this trip so in appology I'm really updateing about the trip. Thus far I've really had a blast, I think everyone is trying to make me feel a little more like I belong with the group which is really nice ( Read more... ) -
spring break
alright now for the public entry that everyone can see.... We did nothing today and that was ok with me, I'm tierd anyway. Saposedly tomarow we are going to play paintball, another highly competitive game, and with my feelings the way they have been lately we will see how I handle this. I'm suck a whimp for being so down all the time. I know ( Read more... )