Days have been pretty good. But days have been really busy. I work four days a week, all closing shifts. I sometimes have to go two entire weeks, thats fourteen days, without seeing the one person who makes me so happy. School isn't too hard. But it's tiring. Between work, school, money issues, and longing to see Kurtis, I'm pretty worn down. If I ( Read more... )

I would really like to know who I am. With my dad, I'm just a kid. He is being so protective, and so overbearring. Any other kid would accept this as normal. I suppose I would too, if this is how it was my entire life. But it's not. This new person in my house posing as my dad is a complete stranger. All the sudden I'm dumb. I feel dumb for not ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been a bit crazy. My thanksgiving wasn't bad. I was a little bored being in South Carolina but I got to see my family and that was a big plus ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty good i guess

friday i had an amazing time with kurtis. i'm so in love <3 ( Read more... )

ahhh life.

this week is lovely.

i realized how much i dont want to go to Holy Family University

I got accepted into Cedar Crest

I am exhausted

I am stressed

I am frustrated

I'm ready for friday.

So how do I explain these feelings. How do I explain this extreme happniess. How do I clarify my thoughts without sounding crazy. How do I show my love more? How do I show my need for everyone in my life ( Read more... )

today was hard. I was all over the place and basically exhausted. I made it through the school day and preceded to do more school work after school ( Read more... )

So not much has changed. I got sick last week. Strept Throat with a potential mono-scare. But the doctor called today and the blood test ran negative for mono.. woo! Lets see ( Read more... )

This mindless entry is inspired by my sheer boredom on this awful friday night ( Read more... )

I'm in a mood. Some things are different. This year feels different. Nothing is how it used to be, and that's ok. I'm not used to it, that's all. I'm finally finding that much needed balance between work and school. I'm still not doing great in a few classes, but I'm not freaking out which is a big step up ( Read more... )